I grew up for the most part always aware that there was more beyond what our senses afforded us and that this place beyond was of great relevance to our evolution. I never did well in school for I was bored and this system we call academia that taught us to think within the confines of a box...that there are absolutes, parameters that reason and/or logic wasn't allowed our couldn't venture beyond a point. This didn't resonate well with me for at different aspects in my life there were too many questions that went unanswered or the answer simply wasn't logical. To much didn't make sense.

Believing in GOD was always a part of my life but I also soon understood that religion was used as a political maneuvering card to control the masses through fear. It is still presently the strongest and most efficient means of shaping peoples ideas...through fear. How could a GOD that created everything be so bent on destroying us after he gave us free will...choice. Seems totally fucked to say the least. Knowing that church and state were one in ancient times, it is quite obvious that much that has been written under the guise of religion has more to do with an insidious agenda which is interpreted by few ( in a place of power ) and disseminated to the masses to swallow or else fear the wrath of GOD, ALLAH, or whatever other title is given to this omnipresent deity that created all that exists. Here the saying that came to life..."lambs to a slaughter".

I turned away from religion soon after discovering through my theological research of the Judeo-Christian belief that so much was misunderstood and metaphors disregarded. I knew there was truth within the walls of the Bible, but didn't have the energy to discern by dissection, so I turned to philosophy and decided to use logic ( my strength ) to collaborate what I would research. I loosely studied many of the ancient philosophies to discover hey all had a common thread. This thread fit with physics and basically stated that all is energy in various manifestations and forms of density. Further more, that energy cannot cease but only transforms ( physics 101). This was logical and made sense and was provable. Many of the ancient cultures also gave credence to the more subtle realms that energy exist that went beyond the human senses and that detection into these other dimensions were only attainable through the mind...a developed consciousness. Our thoughts are not third dimensional but forth dimensional not having the third dimensional parameters of space, time, and distance.

If it holds true that as energy entities we never die but transform to a more subtle space...where do we go and why? Why are we here? What purpose does this world provide. What I found and continues to fit the physics mold and is written in more books that could fill a stadium. Whether Mayan, Egyptian, Eastern in the way of Tibetan or of Buddic philosophy......the vernacular way be different but the message is the same.

We are all various expressions of a GOD consciousness that in our infinite existence have phases of maturity that one phase of our growth is to experience a physical life. Once the density of conflict ( Karma ) that holds us to this earth is dissolved through resolution via surrender, we will move on and eventually end up back as a part of the collective. As we are from GOD, we are a part of God and so no part of GOD can ever die....we just keep transforming to even more subtle realms. Until we are Karma free we are stuck here and continue to re-incarnate until our soul no longer carries the density of conflict that anchors us to this plane. Many who have transcended exist in other realms as there are also many worlds with a similar systems of progression back to the collective. Therefore E. T.'s, channeling spirits which are merely beings who are in another realm who have left here before, and the plethora of paranormal occult factions make sense too and are valid.

Many have learned how to access the more subtle realms of our existence and see beyond the illusion of the third dimension to gain benefit. Whether it be sending engetic thought patterns to heal or harm through the scalar wave field ( the energy wave field thoughts travel on ) through Wicca, voodoo, or many of the ancient manipulations involved in accessing the metaphysical realms. There is a reason why they were kept guarded at all costs and only passed in secrecy to a few privileged and trust souls. The interference of such knowledge on a mass scale would shift the consciousness of the world much more quickly than folks in high places would like to see. Everyone would be freed and empowered and control would be no more. If nothing to fear and the awareness of the illusion is integrated into your being...not much one can force you to do or enslave you....get it?

Through my research in quantum physics and healing through radionic means...at a distance, I have come to understand how various forms of energy travel or better put energetic patterns. I too have personally had paranormal experiences where I have left my physical body. I am not alone and astral projection is quite common. I have seen and I am aware of things I never thought possible. This is possible because I no longer allow the illusion and fear to limit me through a belief system. Your belief system will manifest what your world will be. I let my walls down and believe everything is possible and so now I witness.

The biggest thing that separates us from achieving oneness is fear. Fear is irrational for death is an illusion of this dimension. I have been fortunate in my experiences to look death in the face and surrender which dissolved my incumbent dismissal from this present incarnation.