By Robin D. VandeZande (February 2004)
a lot like yours...it smells good but not like yours. I think she uses the same shampoo...her hair will never be yours
She has blue eyes, prettily shaped, yet...
when I look into them, I am still empty inside...I feel nothing for her. Her eyes will never touch me the way yours do. Her eyes will never be yours.
She is just a touch taller then you...
not the right height...sounds crazy, but she will never be your height. Your were the perfect height.
She is just a touch heavier then you, yet when I place my arms around her waist, she doesn't fit my arms. You fit them perfectly. They ache for you.
She has a pretty smile...a nice laugh....yet when she smiles at me and laughs, it doesn't touch my soul as yours does...doesn't make me feel as if I am on another plane of the universe as yours does. Her smile and laugh will never be yours.
She has soft, shapely lips...yet they don't kiss the way yours do. Her kiss cannot compare to yours. I love your kiss. My lips, my body longs for it. It brought me to another world.
When I try to lay beside her....my front to her back....she simply doesn't fit. She will never fit the way you do.
When I try to make love to her....I can't. I tried....I stop...She is angered and hurt....yet I cannot give to her that part of me.
There was a time....before you....when I could give my body freely....could pleasure another without thought.
That was so long ago....another lifetime...none of those persons ever possessed my heart, soul and mind....only my body.
You possessed them all in unison...now I am unable to make one work without the other.
They all need you.....
No one will ever be you.
What Lies Beyond (2004)
Will Never Be You (2004)
Do You Forget (2004)
My Prison (2004)
Your Possessions (2004)
You Say (2004)
Passing Moments (2004)
A Lover's Dance (For mature eyes only)(2004)
Enigma of Emotion (2003)
When I Close My Eyes (2003)
All I Had (1995)
Deceitful Eyes (1994)
Sound Unheard (1992)
Precious Moments (1991)
Wipe Away the Tear Drops (1989)
Wandering (1989)
We'll Make Our Own Love Song (1988)
The Place I Call Home (1988)
A Heart Conquered (1988)
Fly High (1988)
