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Sahr ka maatma   ³khanaI´

maaOsaa jaI ko dohant ka samaacaar imalaa tao maorI baUZ,I maaM [sa du:K ko Avasar pr ApnaI baD,I bahna ko pasa jaanao kao Akulaa ]zIM. maOMnao BaI saaocaa ik vaRwavasqaa hO¸ jaanao kba maaOsaI BaI cala do AaOr maorI maaM ko mana maoM yahI ek pCtavaa Gar kr baOzo ik ek baar bahna kao doK laotI tao  , , ,

maaM kao laokr maOM idllaI calaa gayaa. maaOsaI idllaI maoM Apnao baoTaoM ko pasa rhtI qaIM. hma laaoga ]nako Gar phMucao tao maaOsaa jaI kI maR%yau kao paMca idna hao cauko qao. Gar ko laaoga ijatnaa rao sakto qao¸ rao ilayao qao AaOr Aba ]nako AaMsaU saUK cauko qao. laoikna hmaaro p`vaoSa krto hI maorI maaM AaOr maaOsaI jaao ek–dUsaro sao ilapTkr rao[- tao Gar ko saBaI p`aNaI ifr sao rao ]zo.

raoto–raoto hI maorI maaM nao maaOsaI sao pUCa¸ "haya dIdIÆ jaIjaa jaI ka @yaa hao gayaa qaaÆ"

isasaikyaaM Barto tqaa AaMKaoM ko naIcao kI Jauir-yaaoM pr $ko AaMsauAaoM kao ApnaI QaaotI ko pllaU sao paoMCto hue maaOsaI nao kha¸
"haonaa @yaa qaa ranaI¸ basa maOM rh gayaI badnasaIba AaOr vao calao gayao."

ifr raonao ka ek daOr cala inaklaa. maaOsaI ApnaI CaoTI bahna kao caup kranao ko ]_oSya sao baaolaIM¸
"raonao sao vao laaOT qaaoD,a AayaoMgao ranaI¸ caup hao jaa. basa  , , ,basa  , , ,Aba nahIM. hmaoM paMca idna hao gayao raoto–Qaaoto tao @yaa hma ]nakao laaOTa laaeÆ raonao sao kuC nahIM haota ranaI¸ raonaa tao saarI ]ma` ka hI hO. jaba tk saaMsa calaogaI¸ ]nakao yaad krko raoto rhoMgao hma."

maorI maaM kI ihcakI baMd nahIM hao rhI qaI. maaOsaI kI baD,I bahU ]zkr panaI ka igalaasa Bar laayaI. maorI maaM nao dao–ek baar manaa krnao ko baad panaI pI ilayaa., maaOsaI kI baD,I baoTI BaI pasa maoM baOzI hI ibasaUr rhI qaI. vah baaolaI¸
"raonao sao kuC nahIM haota maaOsaI. Aba hmaaro maaOsaa jaI kao kma raoe qao Aap laaogaÆ vao kaOna–saa laaOT Aayao qao."

maaOsaI kI baD,I baoTI nao Aksmaat maorI maaM kao maoro svagaI-ya ipta kI yaad idlaa dI tao vah ifr sao fUT–fUT kr raonao lagaIM. baD,I mauiSkla sao caup krayaa gayaa maaM kao.

raonao AaOr caup haonao ko baIca maoM hI maorI maaM nao ifr pUCa¸
"baImaar tao nahIM qao jaIjaa jaIÆ"
"baImaarIÆ" maaOsaI nao ek baar ifr QaaotI ko pllaU sao BaIga AayaI AaMKoM SauYk krto hue kha¸
"ranaI¸ baImaarI nao hI tao Ka ilayaa ]nakao. ipClao saala ]nako galao maoM dd- huAa qaa. kulajaIt Da@Tr ko lao gayaa. dvaa lao Aayaa. dvaa nao kao[- Asar na ikyaa. ifr Da@Tr pr Da@Tr badlao baocaaro nao laoikna hr dvaa baoAsar haotI gayaI. dd- baZ,kr eosaa hao gayaa ik ]nako ilayao Kanaa–pInaa mauiSkla hao gayaa. tba baD,o Asptala lao gayao. vahaM k[- idna jaaMca–pD,tala haotI rhI. AaiKr pta calaa ik galao maoM kOMsar hOM. Aba tuma jaanatI hao¸ kOMsar ka kao[- [laaja tao hO nahIM. ibajalaI BaI lagavaa[-¸ dvaaeM BaI dIM¸ TIko BaI lagavaae. saba kr ilayaa. ibajalaI sao ]nakI gad-na kalaI pD, gayaI. ifr caohro pr syaahI Aa gayaI. Sa@la doKkr Baya Aanao lagaa ]nasao."
baat krto–krto qak gayaIM baUZ,I maaOsaI tao ]nako baD,I baoTI nao ]nakao dma idlaayaa¸ "maaOsaI¸ hma laaoga kuC Kato–pIto qao tao hmaaro galao maoM ATk jaata qaa ik haya baapU jaI baocaaro panaI ka GaMUT galao sao naIcao ]tarto hOM tao krahto hue. saba kuC CUT gayaa ]naka. kOsaa SaaOk qaa ]nakao imaza[- ka. maOM ek idna laD\DU lao gayaI ]nako pasa ik baabaU jaI QaIro–QaIro krko ek Ka laao¸ Aapkao tao bahut psaMd hOM laD\DU. baaolao¸ baoTaÑ jaI tao ABaI BaI bahut caahta hO laoikna @yaa k$M¸ galao sao naIcao BaI tao ]tro. Aba Anna–jala K%ma hao gayaa baoTa. Apnao ihssao ka ijatnaa qaa¸ Ka–pI ilayaa."

maaOsaI nao sacamauca dma lao ilayaa qaa. baaolaIM¸ "ranaI¸ vaOsao tao SauË hO Bagavaana ka ik ]nakao AcCo va> ]za ilayaa. ]nakI halat doKI nahIM jaatI qaI hmasao. Gar ko baccao tk ]nako kmaro maoM Kanao–pInao kI baat nahIM krto qao ik ]nakao ApnaI laacaarI ka Ahsaasa na hao. vao BaI rat–idna Bagavaana sao maaOt maaMgaa krto qao. [sa halat maoM jaI kr krto BaI @yaa. ]znao–baOznao tk kI ihmmat cauk gayaI qaI. T+I–poSaaba caarpa[- pr kr rho qao."
"hayaÑ kma-gait dIdIÑ jaIjaa jaI nao tao kBaI caITIM tk na maarI qaI jaIvana maoM¸ ]nakao iksa janma ko papaoM kI saja,a imalaI [sa janma maoMÆ"
"rama jaanao¸ ranaI¸ kaOna–kaOna sao kmaao-M ka fla Baaogato hOM saMsaarI laaoga. maOM BaI tao Apnao kmaao-M ka fla hI Baaoga rhI hMU jaao baOzI hMU ]nakao raonao kao."

maOM caupcaap baOza daonaaoM bahnaaoM ka ivalaap AaOr maaOsaI kI baD,I baoTI ka baIca–bacaava doK rha qaa. [sa baIca maaOsaI kI daonaaoM bahueM AaOr ]nako baccao maoro AaOr maorI maaM ko paMva CU gayao qao. qaaoD,I dor baad baD,I bahU ]zkr AMdr calaI gayaI AaOr caaya banaa laayaI. maorI maaM nao caaya pInao sao manaa ikyaa tao maaOsaI kI baD,I baoTI nao kha –
"maaOsaI¸ Kanaa–pInaa CaoD,kr kaOna–saa hma baabaU jaI kao vaapsa lao AaeMgao. lao laIijae ek kp¸ laMbao safr sao AayaI hOM Aap."

maaOsaI nao BaI Aaga`h ikyaa tao maaM nao caaya ka igalaasa ApnaI saaD,I ko pllaU maoM pkD, ilayaa.

caaya pIto–pIto maOMnao pUCa¸ "inarMjana tao Aa gayaa haogaa samaya prÆ"
"haM¸ inarMjana tao ek idna phlao hI Aa gayaa qaa. kulajaIt nao faona kr idyaa qaa. babalaI BaI Aa gayaI qaI. ]sakI baoTI baImaar hO¸ Asptala maoM daiKla hO¸ [sailayao vao laaoga Agalao idna mauradabad laaOT gayao."
"@yaa huAa babalaI kI baoTI kaoÆ" maOMnao pUCa.
"jaInao pr sao ifsala gayaI qaI. kUlha TUT gayaa. pUrI doh plastr maoM pD,I hO."
"Aaoh."

baat maaOsaa jaI kI maR%yau sao sarkkr ]nakI CaoTI baoTI babalaI kI baoTI pr Aa ko jaanao ka kao[- du:K nahIM hO. ]nakI jaao halat maOMnao saala Bar doKI hO¸ ho BagavaanaÑ ]sasao tao maaOt khIM AcCI hOM. Aba tao ]naka ek idna BaI AaOr jaInaa¸ ]nako ilayao maaOt sao BaI badtr haota. laoikna maaOsaI kao BaItr hI BaItr jaao baat kcaaoT rhI qaI¸ ]sao inakala baahr krnao ka Avasar ABaI tk maaOsaI kao nahIM imalaa qaa. [sailayao baat kao ifr KIMcakr maaOsaa jaI kI maR%yau pr lao AayaIM maaOsaI.

"baoTaÑ" mauJasao saMbaaoiQat haokr maaOsaI baaolaI¸ "makana ZMUZ,nao maoM tao kafI id@kt hu[- haogaI tumakaoÆ"
"haM maaOsaI¸ phlaI baar Aayaa hMU naa. kafI pUCnaa pD,a [Qar–]Qar sao. yah idllaI hO¸ yahaM tao pD,aosaI kao pD,aOsaI tk ka naama maalaUma nahIM haota."

maOMnao jaOsao Aksmaat hI maaOsaI ko BaItr pk rho faoD,o maoM saU[- cauBaao dI qaI. jaOsao Acaanak }pr tk Baro pD,o laaoTo kao zaokr maar dI qaI. [saI dd- kao laokr tao tD,p rhI qaIM maaOsaI. maOMnao Anajaanao maoM hI ]sa dd- kao AiBavyai> donao ka saU~ do idyaa qaa maaOsaI ko haqa maoM.

"saca bata}M baoTa¸ duK tao mauJao tumharo maaOsaa jaI kI  [saI baat ka hO ik kaSa vao hmaaro piTyaalaa maoM marto. yahaM idllaI maoM [tnaI baD,I jaayadad ka maailak laavaairsaaoMkI maaOt mar gayaa¸ baoTa."

ekbaar ifr fUTkr rao dIM maaOsaI. ifr svayaM hI saMyat haokr baaolaI¸
"piTyaalaa maoM maro haoto tao saara Sahr gayaa haota ]nakI AqaI- ko saaqa. yahaM ]nakI AqaI- Zaonao kao basa dao maoro baoTo¸ dao maoro damaad. Aasa–pD,aOsa maoM sao ek AadmaI nahIM gayaa SmaaSaana tk. pasa–pD,aOsa ko laaoga baccaaoM ko pasa Aakr Afsaaosa tao kr gayao laoikna SmaSaana tk jaanao kI fusa-t nahIM qaI iksaI ko pasa., jaao baccaaoM kao imalanao vaalao gayao BaI¸ vao BaI karaoM maoM yaa skUTraoM pr. [nako rajaa baap kI AqaI- gayaI maaoTrgaaD,ImaoM. SmaSaana BaI tao baarh maIla pr banaa rKa hO naasamaaraoM nao. [tnaI dUr ]zakr AqaI- lao BaI kaOna jaata. toro Baa[yaaoM nao tao bahut kha – AmmaaM¸ tuma icanta mat krao¸ hma saara rasta baabaU jaI kao kMQaaoM pr lao jaaeMgao. magar maOMnao hI manaa kr idyaa. baarh maIla khaM AqaI- ZaoeMgao baocaaro baccao. mauJao BaI gaaD,I maoM ibaza ilayaa baccaaoM nao. SmaSaana phMucao tao baIsa AadmaI BaI nahIM qao AqaI- ko saaqa. AaQao tao rasto maoM sao hI Apnao–Apnao kama kao hao ilayao¸ jaOsao ]nakao tao kBaI marnaa hI nahIM hOM."

BaItr ka saara dd- ]MDolakr maaOsaI caup haoto–haoto baaolaIM¸ "haota hmaara piTyaalaa tao Gar sao SmaSaana tk AqaI- ka jaulaUsa haota. ]tnao hI mad- haoto¸ ]tnaI hI AaOrtoM. magar baoTa¸ Baagya kao kaOna badlao. ilaKa yahI qaa ]nako Baagya maoM ik [sa trh idllaI maoM maroM ik iksaI kao pta BaI na calao ik iksakI AqaI- jaa rhI hO."

maaOsaI tao khkr Saayad SaaMt hao gayaI haoMgaI laoikna ]nhaoMnao jaao kTu sa%ya ]MDola idyaa qaa¸ ]sakI kD,vaahT tba tk maoro maistYk maoM BarI rhI¸ jaba tk maOM idllaI sao Apnao Gar nahIM laaOT Aayaa.