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ba`*ma&ana
³khanaI´
yaVip irvaalvar baoca Dalanao ka inaNa-ya ]sako
ilayao baD,a kizna inaNa-ya qaa prMtu Aaja ]sao yah inaNa-ya laonaa hI pD,a qaa.
vah saba kuC sahna kr sakta qaa¸ kr BaI rha qaa BaUK¸ inaQa-nata¸ itrskar¸
baoraojagaarI – prMtu Aaja ]sanao phlaI baar maaM kao pD,aosa ko Gar sao raoTI
ko dao TukD,o maaMgakr laato hue doK ilayaa qaa tqaa vah [sa jahr kao pInao AaOr
pcaanao maoM Asamaqa- qaa. ipta kI maR%yau ko baad sao laokr Aaja tk na jaanao
]sanao iktnaI kaoiSaSaoM kI qaIM¸ iktnao dFtraoM ko ca@kr
lagaayao qao¸ iktnao laaogaaoM kI icaraOrI kI qaI ik ]sao khIM naaOkrI imala
jaayao¸ laoikna naaOkrI nahIM imalaI qaI. snaatkao%tr p`maaNap~ kI naklaoM jaoba
maoM Dalao vah caprasaI tk kI AasaamaI ko ilayao [MTrvyaU do Aayaa qaa prMtu hr
jagah isafairSa yaa pOsaa ]sako kdma ]KaD, foMkta rha qaa AaOr ]sako pasa na
isafairSa qaI¸ na pOsaa. idna Bar Qa@ko Kanao ko baad
jaba vah Saama kao Gar laaoTta tao maaM kI mamata ]sakI baaT jaaoh rhI haotI.
dala–raoTI gama- krko vah ]sao Aaga`hpUva-k iKlaatI. Gar maoM pOsao kI Aamad na
haonao pr BaI vah sada yahI saaocata ik maaM nao maohnat–majadUrI krko raoTI
jauTa[- haogaI. yah saaocato hI raoTI ka kaOr ]sako galao maoM ATk jaata. prMtu
maaM kI snaohisa> baatoM panaI kI GaMUT kI trh kaOr ]sako galao sao naIcao ]tar
dotIM. prMtu , , ,Aaja jaao kuC ]sanao doKa qaa¸ [saka saIQaa–saaf Aqa-
qaa ik maaM ]sako ilayao iBaxaa maaMganao pr ivavaSa hao gayaI hOM. AaOr tBaI
]sanao inaNa-ya kr ilayaa qaa ik vah Gar maoM bacaI SaoYa saMpi%t Aqaa-t\
irvaalvar kao baoca Dalaogaa.
]sanao yah irvaalvar kBaI ka baoca idyaa haota
prMtu jaba BaI kBaI ]sanao ]sao baocanao kI saaocaI qaI¸ ]sako svagaI-ya ipta ka
caohra ]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao Aa jaata qaa tqaa vah [sa caohro pr tnaI
BaRgauiTyaaM doKkr kaMp jaata qaa. ipta kI CaoD,I hu[- saMpi%t maoM sao Gar ko
bat-na tk tao ]sakI maaM hI baoca caukI qaI prMtu [sa irvaalvar kao baocanao kI
baat kBaI maaM ko Qyaana maoM nahIM AayaI qaI. karNa yah ik irvaalvar ]sako ipta
kI AMitma inaSaanaI hI nahIM qaI bailk ]sako pirvaar kI p`itYza evaM sammaana ka
saUcak BaI qaa. ]sako ipta¸ maharajaa frIdkaoT ko kulagau$ qao tqaa yah
irvaalvar maharajaa nao ]nhoM ]sa samaya [naama maoM idyaa qaa¸ jaba vao iSakar
pr gayao rajaa kao¸ Apnao AiWtIya saahsa ko saaqa¸ Saor ko maMuh sao jaIivat
inakala laayao qao.
]sanao lakD,I kI baaosaIda AlmaarI maoM
fTo–puranao kpD,aoM ko naIcao pD,o irvaalvar kao inakalakr ek baar doKa. ipta ka
tnaa huAa caohra BaI AlmaarI ko ]saI Kanao sao inaklaa laoikna ]sa caohro kao
mana–hI–mana namaskar krko ]sanao irvaalvar Apnao fTo hue Aaovar–kaoT kI jaoba
maoM Dalaa AaOr Gar sao inakla Aayaa. Gar AaOr baaja,ar ko baIca mauhllao Bar ka
hI fasalaa qaa. toja,–toja, kdmaaoM sao mauhllaa flaaMgata huAa vah baaja,ar
maoM phMucaa tao ipta kI AakRit ifr AaMKaoM maoM p`jvailat hao ]zI. Apnao Aapkao
[sa AakRit kI tnaavapUNa- BaMigamaa sao mau> krnao ko p`yaasa ko baavajaUd vah
Apnao kdmaaoM kao "pMjaaba Aama-rI" pr na raok saka. AMtW-nW kI isqait maoM vah
]sa dUkana ko saamanao sao inakla gayaa AaOr calato–calato ]sako kdmaaoM nao
pUra baaja,ar naap idyaa. baaja,ar kI saImaa vaalaa drvaaja,a baahr KotaoM kI
Aaor Kulata qaa. baZ,to hue ]sako kdma¸ drvaajaa par krko¸ ]sa kccaI saD,k pr Aa
gayao jaao inakTvatI- gaaMvaaoM kao Sahr sao jaaoD,tI qaI. hro–Baro KotaoM ko
baIcaaoM–baIca calatI yah saD,k [sa samaya p`aya: saunasaana rhtI qaI prMtu
ipClao k[- idnaaoM sao yahaM kafI raOnak rhnao lagaI qaI. [saka karNa qaa [sa pr
banao p`acaIna maMidr maoM baabaa naIlaigarI ka Aagamana. p`at: saayaM baabaa
p`vacana ikyaa krto qao AaOr Sahr kI Anaok is~yaaM tqaa kuCok pu$Ya vahaM
Aanao–jaanao lagao qao.
maMidr ko pasa sao inaklato hue ]sanao ek baar
AaMK ]zakr maMidr kI Aaor doKa. p`aMgaNa maoM caaMdnaI ibaCI qaI AaOr ]sa pr
baIsaok is~yaaM AaOr paMcaok pu$Ya baOzo baabaa ka p`vacana sauna rho qao.
p`aMgaNa ko Caor pr banao dao kmaraoM ko baahr vaalao baramado maoM ek caaOMkI
pr ibaCI maRgaCala pr baOzo naIlaigair Qamaao-pdoSa do rho qao. Anaayaasa ]sako
kdma maMidr kI Aaor mauD, gayao. QaIro–QaIro Dga Barta huAa vah p`aMgaNa maoM
calaa Aayaa AaOr caaMdgaI ko isaro pr baOz gayaa. baabaa naIlaigair kh rho qao –
"ro manauYya¸ saaocaÑ ivacaar kr¸ yah saMsaar iksanao banaayaa hO¸ iksako AadoSa
sao gaitmaana hO. yaid [-Svar naama kI kao[- sa%ta nahIM hOM tao iksako AadoSa
sao baMQaa yah saUya- ina%ya p`at: p`kaSa ibaKorta hO tqaa iksako AadoSa sao
ina%ya saayaMkala DUba jaata hOÆ kaOna hO jaao baadlaaoM sao jalavaRiYT krta hOÆ
kaOna hO jaao [sa saRiYT ko samast jaIvaaoM kao Baaojana dota hOÆ kaOna hO jaao
baccao ko pOda haoto hI¸ ]sako Aahar ko ilayao¸ maata kI CaityaaM dUQa sao Bar
dota hOÆ vah inaScaya hI Bagavaana hO. prMtu tuma mauJasao pUCaogao¸ baabaa
Bagavaana kOsaa hO¸ kaOna hO¸ khaM hO – tao doivayaao AaOr sajjanaaoÑ [sa rhsya
kao tao baD,o–baD,o ?iYa–mauina BaI nahIM pa sako. Bagavaana AdRSya hO¸ inarakar
hO¸ AlaK hO¸ ]sao maayaavaI SarIr kI AaMKaoM Wara nahIM doKa jaa sakta¸ kovala
Aa%maa Wara AnauBava ikyaa jaa sakta hO. jaOsao tuma vaayau kao doK nahIM sakto
laoikna AnauBava AvaSya kr sakto hao¸ ]saI p`kar pga–pga pr prmaa%maa ka
AnauBava ivaVamaana hO prMtu ]sao doKnaa kizna hO , , ,"
]sanao baabaa kI baat saunaI AaOr ]saka jaI
caaha ik caIK kr kho – – "baMd krao yah bakvaasa baabaaÑ Bagavaana kao[- nahIM
hOM¸ kuC nahIM hOM. yah saRiYT Apnao AaMtirk inayamaaoM sao pircaailat hO.
iva&ana nao yah isaw kr idyaa hO ik Alaxya sa%ta kao[- nahIM hOM. tuma [na
laaogaaoM kao baovakUf banaa rho hao. ApnaI A&anata kao Qaaima-k Sabdjaala ka $p
dokr [nhoM SataibdyaaoM pICo Qakola rho hao." prMtu vah caupcaap baOza rha.
baabaa ApnaI lahr maoM baho jaa rho qao –
"AiBap`aya yah ik ba`*ma hO¸ sava-vyaapI hO¸ GaT–GaT maoM inavaasa krta hO prMtu
hma ]sako $p sao¸ ]sakI Sa@la sao¸ ]sako Aakar sao
]sao nahIM jaana sakto , , ,"
]sao lagaa ik baabaa kpTjaala kI rissayaaM
Kaolao calao jaa rho hOM. ba`*ma¸ prmaa%maa¸ [-Svar¸ Bagavaana naama kI kao[-
sa%ta yaid haotI tao @yaa snaatkao%tr prIxaa pasa krnao ko baad BaI vah BaUKa
martaÆ vah kaOna–saa ba`*ma hO¸ jaao sava-vyaapI haokr BaI yah nahIM doK payaa
ik ]sa pMiDt maUlacaMd kI ivaQavaa¸ jaao kBaI raja–puraoiht haota qaa¸ Aaja
pD,aosa ko Gar sao raoTI ko dao TukD,o maaMgakr laayaI hO. eosaa saaocato hI
]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao Apnao svagaI-ya ipta pMiDt maUlacaMd kI AakRit ek baar
ifr ]Bar AayaI. yah AakRit Aba Bayaanak nahIM qaI¸ AaMKaoM kao isnagQata p``dana
krnaovaalaI qaI. ]sanao doKa¸ maKmalaI Acakna phnao ]sako ipta¸ Apnao AbaaoQa
pu~ kao AMgaulaI sao lagaayao baaja,ar maoM sao inaklao hOM. dUkanadaraoM nao
daonaaoM haqa jaaoD,kr ]naka AiBavaadna ikyaa hO. rah calato laaogaaoM nao
Jaukkr ]nako pOr Cue hOM. rajap`asaad ko p`hrI
nao ]nhoM salaamaI dI hO tqaa rajaa svayaM ]nako GauTnaaoM tk Jauk Aayaa hO.
AaOr vao ]sao AaSaIvaa-d do rho hOM. ]saI maUlacaMd ka r> ApnaI QamainayaaoM
maoM laokr¸ vah Sahr ko laaogaaoM kI ivatRYNaa AaOr ]nakI TIka–iTPpNaI ka iSakar
hao rha hO. khaM hO ba`*ma¸ khaM hO [-Svar¸ ijasakI AaraQanaa maoM ]sako ipta kI
saarI Aayau baIt gayaIÆ ijasakI pUjaa–Aca-naa maoM ]sakI maaM Apnao sauhaga sao
vaMicat hao gayaI tqaa ijasako haoto hue BaI ]nako Gar ko bat-na tk ibak gayaoÆ
inaiScat hI vah nahIM hO. ]sako Aist%va kI baat p`pMca hO¸ QaaoKa hO¸ imaqyaa
hO.
baabaa nao Apnaa p`vacana samaaPt krko AaMKoM
baMd kr laIM AaOr SaaMit–paz ka ]ccaarNa krnao lagao. ]naka SaaMit–paz samaaPt
haoto–haoto saBaI ]pisqat laaoga ]z kr KD,o hao gayao. saBaI nao Aagao baZ,kr
baarI–baarI baabaa ko carNaaoM pr maaqaa rKa AaOr baabaa pasa pD,I qaalaI maoM
sao¸ ]nhIM Wara laayaa huAa p`saad dokr¸ ek–ek kao ivada krnao lagao. prMtu vah
na ApnaI jagah sao ]za¸ na ]sanao baabaa ko carNaaoM pr maaqaa rKa. p`saad laokr
saba laaoga calao gayao tao baabaa BaI ]zkr Apnao kmaro maoM jaanao lagao.
maMidr ka p`aMgaNa saUnaa hao cauka qaa. idna
Bar danao–dunako kI Kaoja maoM BaTko pxaI Apnao naID,aoM maoM laaOT Aayao qao.
saUya- kI ikrNaoM Akulaa rhI qaI. kmaro kI Aaor laaOT rho baabaa nao pICo
mauD,kr doKa¸ vah ]saI p`kar baOza huAa qaa. ekTk QartI maoM AaMKoM gaD,ae¸
ivacaaraoM maoM magna. sahja gait sao calakr baabaa ]sako inakT Aayao AaOr baD,o
snaohpUNa- svar maoM baaolao–
"baoTaÑ tuma kaOna haoÆ"
]sanao caikt haokr dRiYT }pr kao ]za[-. saamanao
baabaa naIlaigair qao. ivahMga–dRiYT sao ]sanao doKa – maMidr ka p`aMgaNa saUnaa
hao cauka qaa. [sa saunasaana p`aMgaNa maoM vao hI dao laaoga qao jaao QartI pr
qao AaOr }pr vaRxaaoM pr Anaok pxaI – basa SaoYa naIlaa Aasamaana¸ saImaahIna¸
rat kI kailamaa ibaKornao kao t%pr.
"maOM , , ,Æ" khto–khto vah ]z KD,a huAa.
"maOM ek [nsaana hMU¸ baabaa."
"vah tao maOM doK hI rha hMU. tumhara naama @yaa hOÆ"
"hMuhÑ naamaÆ baoraojagaarI¸ BaUK¸ prajaya kuC BaI kh laIijae."
baabaa ek xaNa ko ilayao maaOna hao gayao. ifr
svayaM kao saayaasa sahja krto hue baaolao–
"kqaa samaaPt hao caukI. jaaAao¸ Gar jaaAao¸ baccaaÑ"
"jaata hMU baabaa. magar maOMnao AapkI kqaa saunaI hO. Aap ko AdRSya¸ AlaK
haonao kI baat kh rho qao naaÆ"
ivaismat baabaa nao haM maoM isar ihlaa idyaa.
"Aapnao Bagavaana\ kao nahIM doKa naa kBaIÆ"
"nahIM baoTa¸ vah inarakar hO¸ ]sao doKa nahIM jaa sakta."
d`utgait sao ]sako daihnao haqa nao AaovarkaoT
kI jaoba sao irvaalvar inakalakr baabaa kI CatI pr tana idyaa. baabaa ka rMga
]D, gayaa. ]nhoM lagaa jaOsao rat ka saara AMQakar ]nakI plakaoM pr ]tr Aayaa
hO.
"doKao¸ baabaaÑ" vah kD,kkr baaolaa. ]sakI Aavaaja, maoM jaaoSa qaa¸ gaja-na
qaI¸ bala qaa.
"yah hO Bagavaana¸ yah hO tumhara ba`*ma. [sakI gait sao poT BaUKa nahIM rhta.
[saka GaaoD,a dba jaayao tao iksaI kI maaM kao iksaI ko saamanao haqa nahIM
fOlaanaa pD,ta. samaJaoÆ
BayaBaIt baabaa ikMkt-vyaivamaUZ, sao KD,o qao.
prMtu ]saI samaya ]nakI AaMKaoM maoM ]naka jaIvana Bar ka AnauBava jaaga ]za.
maaOko kI naja,akt kao turMt BaaMp gayao baabaa. AaOr ]nhaoMnao daonaaoM haqa
jaaoD,kr irvaalvar kao p`Naama kra idyaa.
"sa%ya hO baccaa. yahI ba`*ma hO¸ yahI [-Svar
hO. Qanya hao tuma ijasanao mauJao inarakar ko dSa-na kr idyao. Qanya hao."
vah zhaka maarkr hMsa pD,a. irvaalvar kao puna:
jaoba maoM rKto hue ]sanao baabaa sao kha – "zIk hO baabaa¸ jaaAao. Aarama krao.
tuma kqaa krko qak gayao haoMgao. maOM BaI Aba Gar jaa}Mgaa. Apnao Aap kao baoca
dMUgaa¸ magar Apnaa ba`*ma nahIM baocaMUgaa." AaOr vah [saI ivajayaI AMdaja, sao
baahr inakla Aayaa jaOsao ]sanao samast saRiYT pr ApnaI ivajaya–ptaka fhra dI
hao.
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