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Aaja ifr fUT fUT kr raonao ka mana hao rha hO. kmara band hO. ApnaO kmaro maoM Akolaa pD,a huAa hMU. ilahaf kao caaraoM Aaor sao Apnao SarIr ko naIcao dbaa ilayaa hO. zMDk hO ik ifr BaI [samaoM GausaI jaa rhI hO. kmaro maoM AnQaora hO AaOr maOM ApnaI [sa AnQaI kba` maoM laoTa huAa hMU. laoikna rao nahIM pa rha hMU. ek baar maOMnao ApnaI baoTI kao samaJaayaa qaa ik raonao vaalao kayar haoto hOM. Aba rao}Mgaa tao ibaiTyaa daoD,I calaI AaegaI AaOr khogaI "papaÑ Aap tao khto qao ik raonao vaalao kayar haoto hOM. @yaa Aap kayar hOMÆ" paMca vaYa- kI nanhIM Cayaa maorI baat pkD, laogaI. mana kI gahra[- kao nahIM CU paegaI. kaSa vah baD,I hao ga[- haotIÑ maoro ibanaa kho maoro mana kI dSaa samaJanao laga ga[- haotI. ApnaI maaM ko pasa rsaao[- Gar maoM caUlho sao icapk kr baOznao kI bajaaya maoro pasa Aa[- haotI. laoikna baD,I haonao maoM ]sao k[- vaYa- lagaoMgao AaOr maora mana hO ik [sa samaya fUT–fUT kr rao donaa caahta hO. eosaa Aaja phlaI baar nahIM huAa hO. Apnao ivavaaiht jaIvana ko [na Aaz vaYaao-M maoM Anaok baar eosaa hao cauka hO. phlao nahIM hao pata qaa ApnaI p%naI ko saamanao Apmaainat haonao ko saMkaocavaSa. Aba ]sako maana–Apmaana kI icanta mauJao nahIM haotI. vah saOMkD,aoM baar maora Apmaana kr caukI hO. maOMnao BaI kBaI ksar nahIM CaoD,I¸ ]sao Apmaainat krko badlaa laonao maoM. Aba dao vaYaao-M sao [sailayao nahIM rao pa rhI hMU ik Cayaa ka Qyaana Aa jaata hO. ]saka duQamaMuha p`Sna saamanao Aakr KD,a hao jaata hO.

CatI maoM hlka dd- hao rha hO. dao tIna idna tk Saraba na pI}M tao yah dd- ja$r ]zta hO. Aaja BaI caahta qaa khIM sao dao GaMUT pInao kao imala jaayao. ASaaok ko Gar tIna baar gayaa. kmaba#t idllaI sao hI nahIM laaOTa ABaI tk. kulavant kI DyaUTI [-vainaMga iSaFT maoM hOM. ]sakI p%naI mauJao doK kr kuZ,tI BaI kOsao hO jaOsao maOM hI ]sako pit kao Saraba pInao pr baaQya krta hMU. vah svayaM ipyao ibanaa khaM rh sakta hO. kao[- na imalaa tao laaOTkr Gar pr Aa gayaa qaa. saaocaa qaa roKa sao Aaz dsa Aanao imala jaaeM tao kOPsaUla hI laokr Ka laMU prntu ]sasao pOsao maaMganao ka saahsa hI nahIM huAa qaa. maoro Gar maoM Gausato hI ]sanao ApnaI samasyaaeM saunaanaI Sau$ kr dI qaIM. AaTa samaaPt hao rha hO. GaI kla sao K%ma hO. Cayaa kI kapI fT ga[- hO. ja,aihr hO ]sako pasa pOsao nahIM hOM¸ haoto tao kma sao kma Cayaa ko ilayao kapI tao lao hI Aa[- haotI. Cayaa kI ija,d sao vah BalaI BaaMit piricat hO. Cayaa kao maaMganao pr vastu na imalao tao ]Qama macaa dotI hO. hr kmaro kI Ct sao ]sakI caIKoM laTk jaatI hOM. prntu Aaja Cayaa BaI caup hO. Saayad ]sao bahanaa banaa kr Tala idyaa hO roKa nao. maaM ko JaaMsao maoM phlaI baar Aa[- hO vah.

maoro Gar maoM dao kOPsaUla pD,o qao. laoikna jaanao khaM rK idyao. saara Gar Cana maara mauJao AcCI trh yaad hO maOMnao Kae nahIM hOM. AlmaarI maoM hI rKo qao. ]D, kr tao jaa nahIM sakto khIM. kao[- ]zakr BaI nahIM lao jaa sakta. caaorI krnao vaalao kI CatI maoM kaOnasaa dd- hao rha hO ik ]sao kOPsaUla cauranaa hI ABaIYT hao. roKa Ka nahIM saktI. Cayaa ka haqa AlmaarI tk nahIM phMucata. tao ifr kOPsaUla khaMÆ Kaojato–Kaojato proSaana hao rha qaa. roKa nao dsaaoM baar pUCa ik bata[e tao @yaa ZMUZ, rho hao. pr ]sao @yaa batata. bata dota tao baokar hllaa krtI. Saraba ko naama sao hI ]saka para caZ, jaata hO. baIsa baar samaJaayaa ik Aba Aadt hao caukI hO. prntu ]sakI samaJa maoM nahIM baOztI yah baat. pD,aOsa maoM iksaI &anacand nao baIsa vaYa- isagaroT pIkr Aba smaaoikMga CaoD, dI hO. ]saI ka hvaalaa dokr khtI hO¸ "Aadt @yaaoM nahIM CUT saktI. &anacand nao baIsa vaYa- paMca pOkoT raoja, pIe hOM. CaoD,nao pr Aayaa tao ek imanT maoM CaoD, idyao. Aap CaoD,naa hI nahIM caahto. AaiKr [sasao fayada @yaa haota hO AapkaoÆ Aba ]sao batanao baOzMU ik [sasao CatI ka dd- band haota hO. dd- na BaI haota hao¸ [sako ibanaa jaao baocaOnaI AnauBava haotI hO¸ ]saka [laaja tao hao hI jaata hO.

]sako baar baar pUCnao pr BaI jaba ]%tr idyao bagaOr maOM Kaoja maoM lagaa rha tba mauskra kr pUCa qaa ]sanao¸ "kOPsaUla tao nahIM Kaoja rho AapÆ" maoro haqa TM/Mk kao Kaolakr vahIM ko vahIM $k gayao qao. ]sanao kmaro sao baahr jaato hue kha qaa¸ "vao tao maOMnao k[- idna hue baahr fOMk idyao qao." tba jaOsao maoro Andr kao[- saaoyaa raxasa jaaga ]za qaa. maOMnao caIK kr ]sa ka naama pukara qaa – "roKa." vah drvaaja,o maoM hI $k ga[- qaI. AaOr maOMnao ksa kr ]lTo haqa ka JaaMpD, jamaa idyaa qaa ]sako maMuh pr. ]sanao ek xaNa maorI Aaor doKa qaa ifr BarI BarI AaMKoM laokr rsaao[-Gar maoM calaI ga[- qaI. rao[- vah nahIM qaI. Saayad ]sako saamanao BaI Cayaa ka p`Sna sajaIva haokr KD,a hao gayaa qaa. maOMnao ibaKro hue saamaana pr zaokr jamaa kr drvaajaa jaaor sao band kr idyaa qaa. saaMkla nahIM caZ,a[- qaI. ApnaI caarpa[- maoM Gausakr ilahaf kI kba` banaa laI qaI. Aba [sa kba` maoM pD,a huAa maora SarIr hI nahIM¸ maorI $h BaI tD,p rhI hO. caahta hMU¸ ]z kr baahr calaa jaa}M. prntu baahr jaakr BaI @yaa haogaa. Da^@Tr prmaoSvarI laala ]Qaar tao krogaa nahIM. k[- baar saaf manaa kr cauka hO. pcaasa pOsao ka ]Qaar nahIM krta saalaaÑ Da@Tr banaa ifrta hO. mauJao pta hO Da@Tr vaa@Tr vah nahIM hOM¸ rijasTD- vaOV hO. ]sako iKlaaf gavana-maoMT kao ica{I ilaK dMU tao laonao ko donao pD, jaaeM laalaa kao. vaOV haokr elaaopOqaI kI dvaa[yaaM baocata hO. prntu maOM saaocata hMU ik iksaI ko poT pr laat @yaaoM maa$M. Aajakla BalamaanasaI ka jamaanaa hI nahIM rh gayaa hO.

k[- baar saaocata hMU [sa baImaarI kao CaoD, dUM. prntu dUsaro tIsaro idna pta nahIM @yaa haonao lagata hO. [sako ibanaa jaOsao idla baahr kao Aanao lagata hO. AaOr Aba yah CatI ka dd-. [saka tao AaOr kao[- [laaja BaI tao nahIM. hao BaI tao ]sa pr BaI tao pOsao lagaoMgao. kOPsaUla sao sastI dvaa tao nahIM imala jaayaogaI. Aaja tao ek kOPsaUla BaI imala jaayao tao BaI kama calaa laMU. prntu khtI hO baahr fOMk idyao. baap ka maala samaJa rKa hO sasaUrI nao. mana caahta hO ]zkr Baurksa inakala dMU.

Apnao Aap kao samaJanao @yaa lagaI hO. maorI p%naI hO tao maoro mana sao calao. Apnaa AiQakar jamaanaa caahtI hO. ]sa idna BaI maoro baalaaoM maoM }MgalaI forto hue kOsaa Saanadar maUD Kraba ikyaa qaa ]sanao. pUCtI qaI¸ "Aapkao yah Aadt lagaI khaM saoÆ" Aba [sao e@saPlaonaoSana dMU. javaabadoh hMU na [sako saamanao. AadtoM khIM saaoca samaJa kr DalaI jaatI hOM. kiva–sammaolana maoM jaata qaa. mauFt kI imalatI qaI. saba laaoga pIto qao¸ kiva BaI¸ saMyaaojak BaI. phlao dao idna kiva–sammaolana pr tao CUkr BaI nahIM doKI. saba laaoga hOrana qao ik kiva haokr Saraba nahIM pIta hMU. ifr ek baar saaocaa [sao caK kr tao doKMU. ifr jahaM–jahaM hrama kI imalanao lagaI – pInao lagaa. dao ek ima~ qao maoro p`SaMsak¸ vao iplaanao lagao. maOMnao maO~I ka xao~ baZ,a ilayaa. Aba AjaIba isqait ]%pnna hao ga[-. na kao[- kiva–sammaolana maoM baulaata hO¸ na ima~ saIQao maMuh baat krto hOM. saunaa hO ]nakao iSakayat hO ik pIkr bahk jaata hMU. Ba[-¸ pIkr maaOna va`t QaarNa ikyaa nahIM jaa sakta. kuC na kuC tao baaolanaa hI pD,ta hO. Aba Agar iksaI kao baura lagata hO tao maoro pasa [saka @yaa [laaja. Saraba ipyaoMgao tao caZ,ogaI hI. na caZ,o tao pInao ka laaBa hI @yaa.

CatI kao kba sao daonaaoM haqaaoM sao dbaae hue hMU. prntu dd- band nahIM hao pa rha hO. mana caahta hO ]zkr maaicasa kI tIlaI iGasaa}M AaOr saara Gar jalaa dMU. nahIM tao jaUta ]za kr roKa kao hI kOPsaUla baahr fOMknao ka maja,a caKa dMU.

drvaajaa Kula rha hO. Saayad Cayaa Aa[- haogaI. roKa nao Baojaa haogaa ik jaakr DODI sao pUC lao Kanaa KayaoMgao ik nahIM. Kanaa jaae BaaD, maoM. maOM tao [sako banaae Kanao pr qaUkta BaI nahIM Aba. Apnao Aap kao samaJatI @yaa hO. baOzI haogaI maMuh fulaakr caUlho ko pasa. qaalaI maoM raoTI rK kr pTk dogaI Aagao AaOr doKogaI BaI nahIM maorI Aaor. Kanaa Kanao jaatI hO maorI jaUtI. maOM inaklata hI khaM hMU ilahaf sao.

ibajalaI ka isvaca Aa^na ikyaa gayaa hO. Cayaa ka haqa [tnao }Mcao dIvaar pr nahIM phMucata. roKa hI haogaI. Aa[- haogaI iksaI kama sao¸ mauJao @yaaÆ caPplaaoM ka KD,ak\ maorI caarpa[- ko inakT Aa gayaa hO. roKa nao maoro isar sao ilahaf KIMca ilayaa hO. ]sakI hqaolaI pr vahIM dao kOPsaUla rKo hue hOM. ek haqa maoM panaI ka igalaasa hO. mauJasao nahIM kh rhI hO. ]sakI AaMKoM BaI Aba BarI hu[- nahIM hOM. kovala hqaolaI pr pD,o kOPsaUla idKa rhI hO. ]sako caohro pr Aba kao[- Baava hI nahIM hOM.

na hYa-¸ na ivaYaad. Ad\Baut inaila-Pt Baava sao maoro pasa KD,I hu[- hO.

maOM ilahaf sao inakla kr baOz gayaa hMU. kOPsaUla maorI AaMKaoM ko saamanao hOM. jaanata hMU ik yao kOPsaUla CatI ka dd- band kroMgao. [nasao Saraba jaOsaa naSaa hao jaata hO. mauskra kr daonaaoM kOPsaUla roKa ko haqa sao lao laota hMU. vah panaI ka igalaasa maorI Aaor baZ, rhI hO. maOM BaI kuC nahIM baaola rha hMU. ]zkr galaI maoM Kulanao vaalaI iKD,kI Kaolata hMU. daonaaoM kOPsaUla naIcao kI naalaI maoM foMk dota hMU. roKa Aba BaI inaila-Pt Baava sao maorI Aaor doK rhI hO. maora mana caahta hO roKa kao baahaoM maoM Bar kr caUma laMU. prntu maOM nahIM kr rha hMU. dIvaar ko pasa pD,I caPpla phna kr khta hMU – "calaao Kanaa vaanaa banaa hO tao iKlaaAao."