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| February 25th, 2001, Well, it's been almost a total month since my 21st birthday and I haven't even got DRUNK yet. Dammit, what kinda lush is this? Oh well. So.. I'm curious, how many people actually read this? If you're reading this Click HERE please, and give me some info about yourself, eh? Maybe then I'll know better how to insult you. BTW... I'm working on sort of a comic strip right now, so my webpage is suffering.. *pouts* I'm sorry webby, I've found a new love. Ok.. well, haven't got much to say today, but I'm sure I'll think of something tomorrow. Lates, Ya'll. I'm out. |
| February 26th, 2001, Sorry about the lateness of this coming out... My computer has been in and out of the doctor's office, our network is acting up again, not to mention it's had an upgrade to Win ME. Whoooo hooo... I'm high TECH!! YEAH! YEAH! WHOOOO!.. ohhhh kay. I'm feeling quite slap happy today, so forgive the goofiness. I gotta say this, since he's prolly not reading this anyway, I miss Jesse, ya'll. I don't know why, it's just... *shrug* oh well. Uhmm.. it's nice outside again, I'm expecting a tornado tomorrow for repayment... maybe a huge forest fire or something. uh oh.. phone, brb. alllllright. Spent last night with Tim, Callie and DJ playing bones. Man.. I am the WORST at dominos. Not that I can't count and play the game or anything, it's just that.. I just DON'T get the points. pffft.. oh well. We stopped playing dominos and played old maid instead.. HAHA.. it was sooooo fun. lol.. I haven't played Old Maid since I was 5 years old. Our faces and stomachs were aching from laughing when we finally broke up around midnight. blahhhh.. I think it's amazing how small things mean so much, and last so long in your mind. I mean, bad things do to, you won't be forgetting the time the neighbor ran over your first puppy and all, but.. I think your first kiss will be paramount in your mind moreso. I guess it's because people like fooling themselves. They enjoy scaring themselves silly with ghost stories, fictional movies, books, blah blah blah... Amplifying their emotions, humans GLORY in it. Poetry, writing, music, all of it... it's for nothing more than amplification of your own emotions. And, I don't think it's bad, it's just.. I don't think anyone realizes it. Well, enough.. I have to get to work. Lates ya'll, I'm out. |
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| February 27th, 2001, Ok.. sorry I'm late again.. story of my life. It's official, I hate males... sort of. What.. let me qualify that. I hate young males.. as in, under the age of 30. Ugh. That's all for today, folks, I'm not feeling much up to talking. Perhaps I'll go massacre some innocent Dr. Peppers and call the day even? AHHH.. TAKE COVER!!! IT'S THE BURRITO BOMBERS!!! AHHHHH.. yuck.. is that bean and cheese? AHHHHHHHHHH! BEAN AND CHEESE!! Hey.. I wonder if I have to leave a tip.. AHHHHHHHH!!!! THE TORTILINI LAUNCHERS.. IT'S A MIXTURE OF PASTA AND BEANS.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH... AND THE LONG GRAIN RICE INSTANT MIX IS .... IT'S... IT'S... MULTIPLYING... AHHHHHHHHHH Stay tuned.. will our author survive? Or will she eat herself into oblivion, find out in the next episode of ... DEZY'S THOUGHTS |
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| February 28th, 2001, End of the month.. who's celebrating? ME ME ME!!! Another crap happy month down the tubes. phew.. thank god THAT'S OVER. *sigh* I hate to feel that way, but February was just a hella hard month for me. Hella.. crud.. I hadn't said that before. ANYWAY... got ambushed by munchkins yesterday.. lord GOD.. I wasn't tired out, but kids are chaos incarnate. My brother popped one of them in the eye with a super ball on accident and I thought we weren't EVER going to hear the end of it. Constantly clamoring for your attention... they're fun though. I love hanging out with kids.. but boy-HOWDY.. they come up with some shit, that's for sure. I'm scared for them though, they've got to grow up in this big bad world that sometimes terrifies me into damp drawers. But.. I think they'll make it just like I did.. hopefully better... uhmm.. they BETTER have it better, otherwise, what am I working for, ya know? And the key to all of them having it better than me is education. I don't care what kinda bullshit people tell you, school is NOT the only place you learn, believe me. I learned more out of school than I ever did IN school. Everyone keeps pouring all their support and money and hope into the broken School Systems because they're too lazy to suck it up and fix it. I'll admit I had some decent teachers.. as people, as teachers they bit the big dirt track. But, I don't know the answer, I do know there is a problem when most of the people I talk to and hang out with can't spell correctly, barely read, and would rather fry their brain on acid and TV than spend an hour learning about something they are interested in. I'm not sure if it's the apathy from the everyone to everyone or it's that people are just too damn lazy to always learn something new and interesting. *shakes head* don't ask me where I'm going with this, I ain't got no clue (notice the slip into honky-talk?). Either way, thanks for listening, folks. Oh.. and speaking of listening. I'm feeling a bit under the weather tonight. Something about having no life, I'm almost sure about. All I ever wanted in life was someone to love me. *shrug* I got it. I have wonderful parents, a great family, a best friend that is one of the only people I respect, and I feel absolutely hollow and pent up inside. *shakes head* don't matter much, ya'll. I'll go play some pool and that'll fix everything. Lates, I'm out. |
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