J Ryan
Ars Poetica
Chicken King
Condemned
My Rainy Day
Nightfall
in a New Town
Pogo
Rain of Angels
The Sunshiny
Yellow Hearse
To the Drifter...
Upstart
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[days of daze]
everyone has bad days.
just a shitty day when everything goes wrong.
it makes you angry and sad all at once.
it happenes to everyone some time or another.
but what about when nothing gets better?
one day becomes two days.
they get worse and worse.
then a week, then two weeks.
a whole month goes by.
you struggle to get out of bed in the morning,
feeling - knowing that this day will be like all the rest.
two months go by.
your room looks like you just had a party,
because you just don't have the energy to clean it.
important papers and bills lie on your desk,
but you don't care when they gather dust.
6 months have passed. 180 bad days.
your grades in school are dropping.
you might not graduate with your friends,
but it doesn't seem to matter to you.
an entire year of bad days.
noticing your wardrobe,
previously colorfull,
now almost all black and grey.
walking through a public place,
paranoid parents pull there children close
'look at this freak' you hear behind you.
maybe they're right. you are a freak.
three. years.
'he could be dangerous.'
'there's something wrong with him.'
'We're requesting a psychic evaluation.'
'what can be done?'
'just give him drugs and send him to a psyciatrist.'
in the doctor's office, you await your fate.
become a mind-numbed zombie,
and pour out your heart out to someone
who only cares because they're getting paid,
or go your own route.
take on the demons yourself.
you don't care if you are crazy.
it's been to long to remeber what is was like before.
what is was like.... to be.. normal.
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Noah
Days of Daze
Perfume
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