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Nothing today. Spent most of the day outside, drawing.
The weirdness continues from the other night, when I dreamed of Mr. Gorgeous. I had another strange 'dream' last night but this one was nothing like the first one. It was fairly awful. I know it's bad journal etiquette to mention something like a dream and not describe it but honestly ~ I don't want to remember it, let alone describe it. I will go so far to say that it dealt with taboos. It was as if the message of the dream was that nothing was forbidden and any desire could be fulfilled.
Whether it was the product of my own twisted mind or something outside of myself, you know a dream is getting pretty damn bad if bothers me.
The damn (pun intended?) thing bothered me all day and I ended up doing an impromptu outdoor working tonight. I said that I needed help so I asked for it. I cast a circle and did the Lesser Banishing Ritual. Then I asked god; I asked the trees, the sky, the stars...I asked just about anyone good and beneficent for help.
The strangest thing happened. Part of the working was a journey. Since dreams and journeys work somewhat on the premise, I decided to try something. I reached into my pocket, like I did in the dream, to see if the crystal was still there. It was. As soon as I touched it, the loudest noise started up next door at the neighbor's house. It sounded like a generator. It continued until I smashed that crystal. As soon as the crystal was destroyed, energy rushed into me and the circle...and the noise stopped. Immediately.
Trippy.
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