December 9, 2000

Is it me or does time just pass by too quickly?  Don't you ever get the feeling that there are a lot of things you have yet to do but you don't have enough time to do it?  These past few days, I've been feeling that way.  It's as if everything I do is never enough.  It's as if, all the forces in the world has converged, swirled into one big ball and came shooting out right from behind you - hitting you straight to the knockers.

I guess I'm just feeling very tired...  today has been H - E - L - L.  One of those days you wish you didn't get up from bed and decided that you will be a normal person, for another day.  I can feel the twitch of every muscle, groaning and shaking, letting me know that they didn't like how the whole day went.  No, it's not physical exertion, it's more like thinking the whole day and arguing with the rest of the world. That would mean the people I work with - which these days pretty much make up my whole world.  I'm tired, I just want to forget about the whole week

It's Friday night, and young people should be out enjoying themselves! But, surprise! I'm right in front of my computer venting out my frustration.  Does that pretty much give you an idea on how my social life it right now?  It has gone to bonkers! totally zero, I don't even know if I remember how to talk with drunk strangers anymore.  Maybe next week, may later this weekend, maybe never.

I would like to say this though.  My life has never been this good before, I have everything I've ever wanted, except for a social life.  So cheer up, it's not that bad and  I should really be thankful.  Now if only I felt that way.  :)
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