So this is odd, the painful realization that all has gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, and nobody cares at all. So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade. So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all. And the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening and keeping you from sleep. And breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by your clock that's blinking eights. This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, yes, this is love for the first time. You'd like to think you were invincible, yeah, weren't we all once, before we felt lost for the first time? Well this is the last time.

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v.2 REJUVENATED

Hello, hello, hello! Finally after all this time, I finally redid my homepage!  This look is pretty temporary at the moment, but like I said, I AM working on a background, so don't expect everything to be like this!  This is the REJUVENATED version of the world inside my head.

I am feeling:

Current random thoughts: -Hercules! Hercules! -You don't even want to know... -I thought you said this stuff was toothpaste! -You're still the one.... -No, you said you were so sure it was full of laundry! -"..and stuff, which, you know, was important." ~O.B. - "Pretty."

UPDATES: 10/15/04 - I will NOT be adding anything new on this site for now.  Due to several events in my personal life and recovery over a surgery (ain't anything serious), I have lost motivation for playing with this, which means I won't be posting new artwork and possibly no more fanfiction for a while.  This does mean that I will be on the computer and will be able to be contacted through AIM (crazyg33k) and Yahoo (crazybandg33k), and will post regularly in my Livejournal and my Xanga, which basically have the same content, it will just be different for whichever you prefer.  -Vicki/Shargob 10/8/04 - On Sunday (10/3) I read that Orlando Bloom had proposed to Kate Bosworth, and gosh-golly gee, I was happy, excited and bubbly!  I was going on, jabbering about how beautiful their kids were gonna be, and yadda yadda yadda.  Even though I'm a scary fangirl, I was happy!  Wow.  But a few days later, I heard that the rumor wasn't true, so I was sad.  I wish it was true.  Gee, that was completely off-topic. 8/26/04 - Claimed a possessed frodo today.  Lucky... 8/17/04 - Actually added stuff to my fanart page for once.  All LotR stuff.  I don't know why I draw Frodo so much, maybe because he's easier than everybody else. 8/3/04 - I redid the homepage.  What else do you expect?  For the next week, prepare for the other pages to look slightly different.  I'm slowly redoing this thing.

2004 Vicki