| My Gurl |
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| I sit here not sure what to say, or what I can say that I haven't said numerous times before, yet I want to say something. So I'm going to try something a little different, just bear with me. Lisa is: sweet, caring, sensitive, smart, kind, loving, gorgeous, adorable, funny, creative, seductive, mysterious, strong, gentle, vulnerable, cute, tender, honest, talented, teasing, optimistic, alluring, open-minded, helpful, supportive, encouraging, desirable, sincere, stubborn, understanding, strong willed, determined, sexy, inspirational, incredibly special to me... my shoulder to cry on, my light in the dark, my best friend, my heart's master, my only love, my blossoming rose, my future, my best part of the day, my lover, my soulmate, my protector, my sweetheart, my dream maker, my chess competitor, my support system, my listening ear, my babygurl, my one-of-a-kind-australian-grown-love-of-my-life... Lisa has: shown me it's okay to be myself, taught me I'm lovable, given me wings to fly, stood by me when I tried to push her away, accepted my insecurities without trying to change them, made me want to be a better person, given me love I never thought was possible, let me cry without making me feel weak, touched my heart from a thousand miles away, been with me each step I've taken out of the closet, helped me like myself more, trusted me with her heart, opened herself to me, let me see her vulnerability, loved me with all her heart, listened to me ramble, rant and complain, given me a future to look forward to... ...suffered greatly at the hands and wicked tongues of others but come through life to be the greatest person I know, with a personality so radiant and laid back she's the sun that shines without ever trying... Lisa can: make me laugh through my tears, make me cry from my laughter, make me smile with a word, make me speechless with her thoughts, make me feel butterflies with her desire, make me shy with her knowledge of me, make me blush with her flattery, make me long for her touch, make me think clearer with her positivity, make me believe in success with her encouragment, make me comfortable with her understanding, make me weak with her voice... ...make me feel like a million bucks with her sweet words that touch my heart and threaten to double the size of my head, and still I think I am dreaming to have someone so amazing as she to be telling me such things and meaning every word of it... Lisa doesn't know that I have: covered a sheet of paper in just writing our names together, written her name in the frost on the window on the way out of town for work, cried myself to sleep many night out of worry for her, touched her picture everynight before bed while saying 'I love you', kissed a stuffed animal for her everynight before bed and every morning when I wake, pleaded with her in my head to sign on because I wanted to talk though I had nothing to say, whispered 'I love you' everytime I've walked from my place to the pick up spot when we go out of town over night, cried just now because I can't live without her and am scared we won't get the chance to be together because of the impending war or some other reason... ...wished from the very first day we met to take her in my arms and thank her for everything she has ever done for me, most of which she will never know about because they are written only in my heart... Lisa, I: promise to always be there for you, hope I can be everything you deserve, want to make you proud, will never hurt you, will always be here to listen, can't believe you feel the same way I do, look forward to a long life with you, cherish and appreciate everything that we have together, feel honored to be in your life, wish I could have been there for you when you were younger, will never regret how we met or the time we've spent apart as both have helped us grow together... ...love you with all my heart and soul and when there are days we can't be together, always remember where ever you are, whatever you're doing, how ever far apart we are, I'm always with you, just close your eyes and whisper my name and I'll be there... You are my heart, you are my soul, you are my home. Kisses my gurl. |
| I Will Love You For Always |
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| 2003-03-06 |
| Lisa |
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| "A part of you has grown in me And so you see it's you and me Together forever and never apart Maybe in distance, but never in heart." - Unknown |