I love the way you can make me laugh most of the time no matter how I am feeling or what is on my mind.
I love how, just out of nowhere, you say the sweetest things that make me fall harder for you.
I love how you don't let anything stop you, even the things that should.
I love how you try to be mysterious and secretive and how much I know you are dying to tell me.
I love how you are unpredictable enough to make me wonder if you really would do the things you say you would.
I love that you can make me laugh, smile and cry all at the same time.
I love the way you think and see the world for the good instead of the bad.
I love how you express your thoughts and feelings and how they sometimes come out in a confussed jumble when you just let them flow as you write instead of thinking everything out beforehand.
I love that you don't push me to over come my insecurities and silence but encourage me and threaten to throw me into situations where I have to talk. And,
I love that you came into my life when I needed a friend the most.
You are the one that has had the most impact on my life and really opened my eyes to the world and myself. Before you, I think I was rather ignorant of some things, love included. Even when I was dreaming of love and getting depressed when I didn't have it, I really had no idea what love was. In my dreaming I thought love was this completely perfect feeling, that I would feel like I was floating all the time, that nothing could reach me when I was on cloud nine, that depression would be gone from me and that each minute spent with my love would be this magical experience. But, in truth, that really isn't what love is.
Yes, the feelings in my heart for you are that of perfection and sometimes I feel like I am so high that nothing can touch me except your love. Each minute with you is awesome, even through the tears, depression, pain, sadness, and lonliness. But love, the love I feel for you, isn't just that and it isn't beyond depression. With you, I know I will always have someone to hold me when I need the silent reassurance of understanding and support. I know I will never have to walk into the face of a dark day without seeing the flicker of light guiding me through. I know you will be there for the highs of life, the successes and achievements, but also for the lows, the failures and doubts. I know you will be there to take away my pain even when the pain is caused by love for you due to distance or something else. Love also means I have someone to talk to about troubles, issues, and worries and even if you can't help, you will listen and understand without critism. There is so much more to love aswell, the fun, desire, passion, romance, compatibility, spontaneity, friendship, and so on, but in a word love is Lisa. There is no better way to analyse, decipher, explain, or decript love than to just say your name, as love to me is you. Everything about you, everything you bring to life - yours and mine - and everything I see in you. You, my sweets, are love.
And I just have to say, you are so incredibly adorable. I think you get cuter everyday. I don't know how that is possible as each day I think you can't possibly get any cuter than you already are. I'm wrong everyday. I love being wrong! |
