You inspire me. Your strength, courage and determination; how far you have come in your life and what you have done for yourself; how you grow and keep your head up through pain and hardship.Tears might come and doubts flourish, but I've seen how you handle yourself and how you can look for alternative sides to everything; I've listened to you talk your way through pain and sadness into a happier frame of mind. You don't see it right now, but you're a fighter of the purest kind, you fight with your heart and that is what real strength is. That is where your strength comes from, from inside where so much of who you are is untouchable to anything but goodness. You grow when others would wither, you flower when others would wilt. You are a rose amongst the weeds. You have such ability and determination to overcome the bad so you can enjoy the good and I feel honoured to be a part of your life and witness your growth and beauty and to feel your love.
You have been dealt so many things in your life that no one should ever have to face, but you have come through it all and become this most amazing and admirable person that any one would be lucky to spend just five minutes with. I dont understand what is wrong with the people that can't see that and instead spend those five minutes hurting you. They don't allow themselves to really see you and to get to know you, rather they only see the end result of what they are doing. I wish I could open their eyes and for just one moment let them see what I see and feel the love that I feel, after that they would never have a hurtful word or thought towards you let alone a hurtful touch. I would gladly put myself in your place if I could and welcome the pain onto myself just to know that you weren't feeling it. If it was in my power, I would clear your mind of all things so you could start anew and not have any recollection of what you have been through. And if I could close my eyes and wish you here to have you standing beside me when I opened my eyes I would do so in a split second. Your safety and happiness are my number one concern and when you aren't either, I would do anything to change it.
I know you will make it through what is happening now and grow from it, though I am really sorry I can't be there with you, I can only be here for you. You aren't alone, don't forget that. I am here and reachable 24/7, time is of no importance to me just you are. At times if you think you have no body to turn to, just remember my answer and you will know that you will always have somebody. There is no place I would rather be than in your arms for the rest of our lives. I love you now and forever more.
"Beloved, all that is harsh and difficult I want for myself, and all that is gentle and sweet for thee"
- San Juan de la Cruz |
