| Time goes so fast. How can it be that you would have been a year old now? Walking and talking a little, growing so fast and your personality really starting to show. I know by now you would have had a great start to your life, being raised by Lisa with her love and tenderness helping to form you into a sweet child. We don't talk about you much, I think it's still hard for her to know that you're gone, but I know she thinks about you and are always in her heart, as you are in mine to. Hard times have come to her over the past year, things I wish I could help with but have been too far away to do much at all, but she gets through strong and renewed, I think you've been looking out for her, I hope so anyway. Maybe that's why you were taken away when you were, so you could always watch over your sister and be there for her in the warm embrace of a sunny day, in the kiss of the rain upon her face, in the stroke of the wind through her hair, and to show her beauty of the future in sunsets and sunrises. I still miss you and think about you, wondering what it would have been like if you were still here, wondering what the future would be like with the three of us. Your bib I see everyday sitting on my bed worn by a stuffed animal for Lisa. I know it's weird because you never wore or touched it with your little hand, but just knowing it was meant for you brings you closer and reminds me that even though you aren't down on earth with us, you're up there somewhere with a little smile lighting your face watching everybody here and because of that you are still a year old. Happy Birthday babyangel. Fly with might and laughter, touch down upon our hearts and hold true to the love for you. |
