Name: CK
Age: 16
From: Norway
Siblings: one older brother and one older sister
Hight: 5,2 (158cm)
Current weight: 119.24 lbs (54,2kg)
Higest weight: 132 lbs (60kg)
Lowest weight: 115.28 lbs (52.4kg)
Goal weight: 88 lbs (40kg)
Weight loss: 15.65 lbs (7.5 kg)
ED: Most likley to be Bulimarexia
Since: 8 grade
Music: Metal, rock and new age
Movie: Fantasy,horror and drama
Books: Fantasy,horror and drama
Fasting: no eating..just two cups with coffee and sometimes a glass of juice.. been fasting since 31.05.05 --> 03.06.05.. the fast is ended..new fast begins 08.06.05
From since I was a child, it was my sister who was perfect. Thin and beautiful. I was of course the chubbey one. I never thought about it then, not uttil we began to move around a lot. Everytime my sister and I was making new friends, she was always saying stuff like "Go away gumball""Come Blubbey""Your to slow fatso" and etc. But It didnt bother me that much then, because I was only a child. I didnt know it would heaunt me later in life. Not untill the sommer befor 8th grade did I think about my weight.. how I looked like. I guess when your 13 your eyes getting opened, I was about 5 high and weight around 132 lbs (60 kg) . I remeber one day I walked in a hall where I had to pass some guys, and one of them shouted "Look at that ugly arse!". I guess that pulled the trigger. I stopped eating that musch as I used to.. and when school began, I pulled back from the other studens.. Hiding in my classrom at lunch and stopped eating at school. Some thimes my classmates would comment that. "Why dont you eat?" "WOW..wheres your belly gone?". That kinde of made me pride, it said that I had the controll. In 9th grade I started to make some friends, not best friends, surtantly not friends I would be with after school. They were both thin and perfect, and the memories started to come. How I was, the fat vertion of my perfect sister. My friends would go out at parties... getting drunk..making out with hundreds of guys, but I was always home in my room. Reading, waching movies... feeling I was failing. That I was on my way to get comfor from food. That sceard me like hell. So I almost stopped going out of my room. In 10th grade, I almost stopped socilasing myself with others completley. I just went out when I had to. I started do get depressed, still I didnt eat to much, but not as littel as I should. I think it was then I began to get crazy. Hearing voices in my head.. finding myself arrgeuing with myself.. getting paranoided and avodiance. I was afraid to leav the house. I was so angry at myself for not beeing stricted to the roules... always finding myself eating when I was hungrey...starved for half the day..eating the rest. So I didnt get fatter, and surtenly not thinner. At the end of the 10th grade, I stopped eating red meet, just eate Chicken and fish. When I started at highschool (11th grade)I started to eat one meal eatch day, well at least I tried. There was times where I couldent resist, making exuses to eat, and of course I had to eat when I was at my dads place. He will finde out if not. So now I am on my littel diet. I wake up 06:00 at moring..drinking my coffe...going to school at 07:25.. coming home 15:15 when I have my dinner and coffe. I did managed to go down to 122.32 lbs (55.6 kg) but then easter came and I went to 129.8 lbs (59kg). Now my current weight is between 122.32 (55.6 kg) and 119.24 (54.2 kg).