2/21/2006     Tuesday     Dark

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

2/14/2006     Tuesday     Sunny
I can't stand not writing journal anymore, I miss doing it, really. I have come to enjoy being able to go back and read my thoughts from the past. At least I get a chance to evaluate myself and try to improve. Besides, it gives me a vent to rant about whatever I want to as well... But when I do that, I always get into trouble. Some lady friend (besides Candace, for some reason) always stumble upon my journal and then proceed to take everything personally. But seriously, a lot of the things may not be meant to be said. I know someone will take it wrong and get pissed off, and that's why I don't talk to them about whatever that topic is.
What I really really want is that people would take the disclaimers on the top of the page seriously if they so decide to read my journal during their procrastination period. I will state that again here "Read on if you dare...". Well, I guess it is better stated in the "Junkies" page where it says there's always the option to close this window. But oh well, I'm glad that it's over...
Part of me is hoping that I've waiting long enough that no one will ever come to this page ever again, just for the sake that I can have this electronic journal all to myself. But then if that's what I wanted, why won't I make a word document instead? Yes... I do want to share, just without all the troubles that come with it.
Back to my life, updating since the last entry... over 9 months ago. One of the things that surprises me is that I'm still dating Jessica, for good or bad. I kinda knew that I'm in a sticky situation since the beginning. I didn't want to be in this spot but it happened anyways. But now that it happened, I guess it really isn't that bad. She had been more than nice to me. Buying me food, and groceries, and stuffs. I make her dinner most of the time but I still don't feel like I can make up for it. I am actually grateful that she's very understanding of my financial and family situation, especially since I'm such a crappy communicator.
This journal entry is getting to be too long. Writing a full update in life really isn't all that easy... maybe I'll write some about career, school, and part time job later on.