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Information Alchemy and the Distillation of Ideology.

(How to read my writing).

by Ror aka Russell Wright

  When considering any and all sources information it is important to understand life as a process of living and testing various theories and ideologies. You must ultimately toss out the 99% bullshit that is actually the 1% distilled truth. This is the heart of Alchemy. This is how you may reclaim the living flame which is your own animal nature.

  When I speak of 'living flame' I am speaking about a non-mystical energy. (Not shrouded in some yogic mystery). It is the ordinary and natural energy of the universe. It is made manifest in all living creatures in their natural habitat. The best descriptions and philosophical transmissions of this living force is made by Tani Jantsang and Arol Zendik (both female 'Durgas' of course). It is important to understand that the Christianized epistemology of the west is based on a 'language of total error'. With this fundamental error it is basically impossible to reclaim 'the ordinary'. This is because so-called normal (status quo) behavior is immersed in an insanity so complete that it is 'heaven bent' on the utter destruction of both the human race and the planet.

Hope springs eternal and NTB. 

  Almost every school of discipline that engages the mind with appealing beliefs and theorems will tend to seduce your lazier side with bullshit. Most seekers have such a deep longing . . . an ancient hunger for this intrinsic 1% truth that they are happy to accept 99% bullshit in order to stay close to whatever true essence they think they feel. This type of behavior is human and occurs in a broad range of cultish disciplines stretching from ‘yoga’ to ‘particle physics.’

  Insight into mankind’s ‘need to believe’ (NTB) explains religious wars and exposes the strategies behind all manipulative psychology and mass marketing tactics.

 Fundamentalism is a focusing control mechanism.

 Furthermore, covered up by this self-deceiving and predictable limbic 'need to believe' is hidden what is truly interesting! It is this ‘interesting thing’ which can truly teach love. Not to mention knowing about the dangerous side of NTB (need to believe) can also save your life.

  Conversely, to completely throw away mans greatest weakness (hope) is to also throw away his creative strength. Alas, most people don’t even know what to hope for let alone how to be truly happy.  Fortunately for us, reality is far more fantastic than anything we could ever hope for or even dream . . . superceding even imagination itself.

The prover proves what the believer believes. And he proves that as well.

Beyond the paradox: The 'myth' of enlightenment.

 

  To move beyond the ‘myth of enlightenment’ into the realm of true Illumination requires that you exit  the realm of NTB and into the realm of the ordinary. This means that you will have to let go of deeply cherished beliefs in order to understand exactly why you need to believe them. You must confront your own NTB’s.

  Many so-called ‘spiritual’ belief systems are the most dangerous of all. This is because they are bolted into place by the most covert and protective emotional mechanisms that the mind can construct. They are not easily exposed. Many of these deeply seated beliefs have also been built with the assistance of an emotionally charged environment (church or cult) or by a well meaning charismatic guru or spiritual leader.

   The deepest human fear is the fear of abandonment. Being ‘excommunicated’ or ‘exiled’ from ones religious group, family or ‘tribe’ wrecks havoc on the fear centers of the brain. This ‘abandonment’ fear cuts deep into the human genetic memory. This threat can generate all kinds of false beliefs and reinforce the ego by telling the seeker they should dissolve their 'ego' or become 'one with everything' by appeasing a guilt infested god or guru. This is all horseshit.

  By demanding spiritual or mental allegiance to false beliefs that contain only 1% practical truth, people give away their souls and huge amounts of their creative potential. This is driven by a powerful need to commune with others in a shared community. Almost all of these types of charismatic movements focus on the destabilization of ‘psychophysical contraction’ (i.e. the ego) through peer pressure and through the use of verbal paradox. These totalitarian systems of ‘thought conversion’ are useful only when you can see them for what they really are: another tool to understand the deep seated escapist strategy of the human psyche, as well as an extraordinarily powerful way to reinforce the ego itself. (See chapter 4). It is also the quickest way to wreck the planet.

  So with my writing, as with life, I can assure you that you will draw your own conclusions. My personal lifelong search for the alchemical ‘Philosophers Stone’ has been a long and arduous journey spanning several years across dozens of philosophical and scientific disciplines. This so-called ‘journey of sophistication’ is ironically the alchemical process itself.

  Perhaps time itself is the mythical ‘Philosophers Stone’ that the mythical seeker spent his life searching for. Perhaps the meaning of life is to use up the very thing we are searching for. So-called enlightened Masters simply make a ‘task’ out of this truth by actively wasting your time.

  Therefore. The best way to read any of my written material is in the same way that I wrote it. Take only what is useful to you right now and disregard the other ‘information’ that you are unable to ‘Grok’ (i.e. understand from the inside out) until a later time.

      All written word is a form of manipulation. 

  In short, I channel myself from the center my own Limbic brain and from the depths of the 'Midnight Sun'. This limbic imbalance is how I ‘Grok’ interdisciplinary connections.

  The Dark Divine Mother is the Dark flame that penetrates all worlds. I will listen only to Her. She is simply NATURE made manifest. It is through Her that I speak. She will either bring the balance back to our species, or simply wipe us out . Get ready.

  Little of the work on this website is directly my own. I have lived a unique life with many ‘Masters’ and I am grateful for those who have by-passed the Christianized guilt mechanism in order to draw out my inner darkness (flame)! I have studied with leading edge pioneers in both health and nutrition, neuroscience and physics. I have spent years living in kundalini cults, and frequented the halls of well published mystics from a variety of traditions and disciplines. In the end the best information about the Dark Traditions is almost always unpublished. You must actually live and test the various practical theories and ideologies in order to toss out the 99% bullshit that is actually the 1% distilled truth.

  In the end you may find that this ‘distillation process’ is what your life has amounted to in its entirety. You are the Philosophers Stone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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