CONFUSING DISCOVERY:

Ok since I changed templates it seems that my posts are without the paragraphs and where I had more than one topic on each post they are just running into each other so am reposting these topics seperatley.


I have discovered something very confusing about myself I thought I should share it and also of some other types . I went to Sunday school until I was 15 and Bible studied almost until I was 16 and we left London(long story). I used to have pictures of Jesus 'sacred heart' and other things and felt a real connection , although don't get me wrong here, I am not saying that I am a person of God , I am not openly but inwardly quite religious, I have never turned away a Jehovah's Witness , who in my eyes and after studying it carefully are the only ones truthful and quote truthfully from the bible as it is.
I wouldn't do as Cameron does and quote the bible and then go off and be a hypocrit and teach people that it is ok for you to feel the need to press someones wind pipe in , and I have arguments about religion with my husband , I believe in god and angels see.




Anyway.. steadily moving on to the point of discovery, Cameron Stout winner of big brother , expresses violence on many occasions in front of the nation , lover of money and luxurious things and the finer things in life , two faced , very unwelcoming ,
salesman , loved by the nation , seen as very nice and role model for youngsters with all his self righteous ways even though he has stolen a car before and had a police chase and expressing and quoting the bible as he sees it. He makes my skin crawl there is something not 'right' about the man then I look at people that I like.

My husband is such a caring sensitive man and see's the good in people and does not often see any bad in people unless they hurt him, but he wouldn't try to revenge anyone , or even take the time to try any kind of revenge stunt instead he would find the logic behind why someone did something or acted that way and excuse them , he works hard has done all the things in society you should do to pay your own way. He doesn't practice anything that could ever bring law against him in society but may not feel happy in the company of people that do and perhaps wouldn't show his witty disposition or his character in that company. He would help people out and is a soft touch and might I add very intelligent , he is NOT up his own arse and does not give the big I AM and HAVE GOT etc although actually he does not like spongers who could easily go out and get a job but prefer the social security to pay their mortgage. If he doesn't like someone and we are all in conversation I would do the talking and he wouldn't say very much. He is an Athiest, is not spiritual does not believe in God but instead the scientific route, BSc .


Jon Tickle another great bloke .. lovely , and really nice really another Athiest.

I Prefer the character and company of Athiests.
and that's my discovery.