| �Nick,� Sunshine said walking from the bathroom. �Yeah, Sweets,� Nickolas said looking at her. �Where�s my medicine?� �In the medicine cabinet. Why?� �My back is killing me.� �You had your medicine before we left the hospital.� �I know, but it hurts so much.� She laid on the bed. �Aww, come to Nicky.� He laid on the bed beside her and took her in his arms. �Everything will be fine, I promise. As long as you take your medicine you�ll be thinking you don�t have any problems, because there won�t be any more pain.� �If only that were true.� �It is.� She put his hand on her lower back. �Massage it then, because it really hurts.� He did as she requested. �That feels good.� �Of course it does.� There was a knock and they looked to see Jane. �Are you two coming back down?� Jane asked. �In a few minutes,� Nickolas said. �Is everything all right?� �My back is just bothering me,� Sunshine replied. �I�m trying to make her feel better,� Nickolas stated. �You�re the only one that knows how to,� Sunshine said kissing him. �I�ll leave you alone,� Jane said. �Jane,� Sunshine said stopping her from walking out. �Come here a minute.� Jane walked over and sat on the bottom of the bed. �Does Venus really hate Nick?� Jane looked at her. �We heard what BJ said.� �That�s what she said,� Jane answered. �It just might be post-partum depression too.� �I ain�t buying that,� Nickolas said. �She hated me before and everyone knew it.� �You shouldn�t jump to conclusions right away,� Jane said. �It could be anything.� �I agree with Nick,� Sunshine replied. �She left everyone know before how she felt about Nick and we weren�t even together. Just because we�re married now ain�t going to stop her from doing it again. I�m glad I know how she feels.� �Same here,� Nickolas said. �But you shouldn�t let it bother ya,� Jane said. �It ain�t worth it, although Venus� been your friend a long time.� �I ain�t going to let it bother me,� Sunshine said. �I�ve learned from the very beginning, when Nick came into my life, to not let what the girls say bother me or affect me in anyway. That�s why I befriended Bradley.� Nickolas shook his head and left out a disgusted sigh. �What?� �I�m so sick of hearing about Brad Fischetti,� Nickolas stated. �And I�m so sick of hearing about those damn video games you play.� �Well they�re not a sexy girl and after me.� �And Brad ain�t after me.� �You expect me to believe that?� �Yes I do.� �Well I don�t.� �And why not?� �Because I don�t.� �Damn it, Nickolas; grow up already. You are 27. You do this every damn time.� She got up and Jane just looked at them. �Sweets�� �Don�t �Sweets� me, Carter. The whole jealousy bit is getting old and I just wish you would stop already. I married you, didn�t I?� She walked out of the room as Nickolas got up. �Sunnie!� He didn�t go after her and looked at his mom. �Damn it, mom, what is wrong with me? Nothing I say or do is the right thing and I always upset her. I can�t do anything right and I always manage to screw up the perfect moments.� �You�re trying too hard to keep her happy,� Jane said. �You don�t have to constantly prove to her you love her, because she already knows you do. She�s right though, Nick, you have to stop your jealousy of Brad. If you want it to last with Sunn then ya have to stop.� �I do want it to last, but I always manage to screw things up.� �You�ll work things out. She�s still here, ain�t she?� �That�s the thing. I�m afraid that one day I�ll say or do the wrong thing and that�ll be the end. I�m afraid she�ll just up and leave because of me and my stupidity.� �You�re not stupid. You�re a bright young man. You got Sunn back and you�re married now. That doesn�t sound like stupidity to me.� �I just love her so much and I�m afraid to lose her.� �And she loves you and that�s what�s keeping her here.� �I picked her, because of that fear and gave up a chance to have children.� �We all know how much you love her, but you can�t let that jealousy get the best of you.� She walked to the door. �Nick, I have faith in you that you�ll work this out. Perhaps you should talk to your wife. We�ll be waiting downstairs.� She walked out and Nickolas stood there thinking. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * �I�m so glad you�re feeling better,� Bradley said as he and Sunshine stood in the kitchen. She stood there looking at the food and sighed. �My appetite ain�t back though,� Sunshine said. �I feel like vomiting.� �Ain�t your medicine helping?� �Dr. Martinez said it�ll probably be a couple weeks before I have my regular appetite back. Even when I was pregnant I couldn�t keep anything down.� Bradley didn�t say anything. �But that�s in the past.� �I�m here if you ever want to talk.� �I know.� They hugged. �When Brian called and said what was going on I wanted to rush back, but I didn�t. I knew if I you would yell and shit.� �Did you come visit?� �A couple times. Dr. Jackson didn�t want you to have too many visitors.� �Oh.� �I visited when I could.� �I�m sorry, but I just remember Nick.� �It�s understandable, because he was with you everyday.� �I don�t know anything he said, but I know he was there and that�s all that matters.� �Yeah.� �No matter what Nick and I go through or how many arguments we have our love for each other always seems to come out on top.� Bradley hesitated and said, �You guys really are in love.� �Yes we are. I love him so much; more than you can begin to imagine.� She sat down and smiled. �So did you talk to Sunny yet?� �Uh�� He sat beside her. �We talked the other week and it�s definitely over.� �I�m sorry.� She reached for his hand and he looked at her. �I�m sure you�ll find the one.� �Yeah.� He sighed. �It just hasn�t happened in my 32 years.� �But it will, I promise.� He didn�t say anything and just looked at her. �When that special girl comes into your life you�ll know it. I knew it when Nickolas came into my life.� She smiled and looked at him, as he continued looking at her. �What?� �You�re always so beautiful; even when you�re not feeling your best.� �Did you do something you shouldn�t have that I need to know?� �Why would I?� �You�re sucking up and trying to score points.� �I didn�t do anything. I�m just being honest.� He grinned. �I�m always honest with you.� �Yeah, so I know when you�re lying.� She smiled. �And you�re lying right now.� �No I ain�t.� �You�re hiding something from me and I�ll find out what it is.� �Sure you will.� �I will just trust me.� Bobbie and Richard walked in. �Hey, guys.� �Hey,� Richard said. �Could we talk to ya a second, Sunn?� Bobbie asked. �Uh�yeah, sure,� Sunshine said. �Could you excuse us, Bradley?� �Sure,� Bradley said. �We�ll catch up later,� Sunshine said. �Yeah,� Bradley said getting up and kissing her hand. �Later.� He walked out. �So what�s up?� Sunshine asked looking at Bobbie and Richard. �Well, we really don�t want to bother you with this,� Richard said. �But I was hoping you would talk to Nick,� Bobbi said. �I always talk to Nicky,� Sunshine stated smiling. �What I mean is,� Bobbie began, �talk to him about Rich and I.� �Is he being a problem again? With your relationship?� �Of course not,� Richard said. �We just need you to talk to him,� Bobbie added. �I�d be glad to,� Sunshine said. �Thank you,� Bobbie said. �But,� Sunshine started getting up and they looked at her, �if I don�t know what I have to talk to him about I can�t do it.� �Ya just have to convince my brother how much Richard and I want to be together,� Bobbie said. �And get him use to the idea of us being together; that�s all.� �I don�t think Nicky has a problem with you guys being together. The last time it was mentioned he said he was cool with it and happy that Rich makes you happy.� �Well I really don�t think that in the next couple months he�ll be happy with me,� Richard said. �Why not?� Sunshine wanted to know. �Um�well�� Bobbie began, �we�re kind of going to have a baby.� �Oh,� Sunshine said taking a deep breath and walking to the back door. �We know it�s a bad time to tell ya,� Richard said. �It�s all right,� Sunshine assured them. �It�s fine.� �We just want you to talk to him about it that way he�s calm when we tell him,� Bobbie said. �Right.� �If you don�t want to we understand,� Richard said. �It�s fine.� She took another deep breath to hold back her tears. �Are you going to get married?� �Actually we are,� Bobbie said. �Because you�re pregnant?� �Of course not.� �I asked Bobbie two months ago,� Richard pointed out. �Before we found out about the pregnancy,� Bobbie added. �How far along are you?� Sunshine asked. �Three and a half months.� �Well congrats.� She walked over and hugged them both. �I�m sure Nick will be cool with everything. By almost losing me, he�s come to realize the important values of life and that everyone needs to be with someone no matter what.� She grinned. �I�ll talk to him for ya though.� �Thanks, Sunn,� Richard said. �No wonder Brad fell in love with you.� She looked at him shocked that Bradley was still in love with her after all this time. �You�re a great girl.� �Yeah.� She didn�t know what to say. �But if you�ll excuse me.� She walked out. �Brad�s in love with Sunn?� Bobbie asked. �Yeah, still.� Richard said. �Well don�t tell Nick; he already has Aaron, Howie, and Justin Timberlake to deal with.� �I think Aaron�s just crushing or he could be lusting.� They laughed. �By the look on Sunn�s face I don�t think she knows about Brad.� �He said he was going to tell her, but that was five months ago.� �Oh.� �Anyhow, let�s get back to the crowd.� �I�m with you.� He smiled and they walked out. CHAPTER 35 CHAPTER 37 HOME |