| i always thought honesty was the key, to honestly tell you all that i was thinking, becuz if you honestly knew what I was going through then you would understand what i do but there are sum people that just try to change ur point of view, sum people who don't like it if you think the way you do, becuz thats not the way things should be thought through, so untill you see things the way they are supposed to be, then well you obviously have a problem you see, becuz "adults and other smart people i know have told me that this is how things are supposed to go, and since you don't fall exactly into that mold, then there are sum things that you need to be told", and "how on earth could anyone ever think like you do? wow, you must really not think things through, can anyone really be like that? man, i just think that that is whack." and then they never listen to what you have to say back, becuz you are automatically lower than that, so what you say is the wrong point of view, even if thats not what they tell you, see they tell you that they are just saying things how they should be and that they don't mean to criticize or demean me, but if they have to tell me how things should be, then duzn't that imply that i am seeing things wrongly??? why can't they see things the way i do and why can't i see the way they do too? then we wouldn't wish that our friendship was through, cuz we would be able to walk a mile in the others shoes and we wouldn't diss the other for having the blues and why can't we be the way God intended us to be? then we wouldn't have to worry about trying to see from the other's point of view cuz we would all have God's overview and see things the way He duz and see things through His love i just wish that i could talk to you and not feel so low like i do i wish that when i talked to you i didn't feel like you were putting me under that i didn't feel like you were tearing me assunder that i didn't feel like you're trying to tell me the right way to do things becuz i am obviously so in the wrong you see... 7-31-02 |
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