do you think of me now?
was what we had special?
could it last?
or was what happened
too terrible of a blast
if you care about me
as much as you said
then the love we have
will never end
if you said one word
i'd come running back
if you promised me that
love we would not lack
if you told me that i could be ur queen
then i would live in the happiest kindgdom you've ever seen
if you simply said that you still want me
then i would live again in eternal glee
if you only agreed that how things were before were bad
and if you only would say i was the best you ever had
then i would drop it all to be with you
i would leave it all to live life with you
i would do whatever i had to do
to make things work between us two
i remember our last week
i remember the words i heard you speak
were they strong?
were they true?
was what you said,
what you will do?
or are we really truly through?
i still could love you
i still have a heart for you
i pray that God really did send me you
that all that we thought was really true
i pray that it was not all sum facade
sum sort of devil's parade
i pray that i was not deceived
in thinking that you were the best thing to happen to me
i pray that i knew what went wrong!!
when did our joy become a sad song??
when did our blessing become a curse?
what went wrong in our play, unrehearsed?
i knew what we had was so deep, so true
but am i really not meant for you?
the pain that it causes me so deep in my heart,
i was always scared of pain right from the start
i always try to figure why things went like they did
when did sumthing good become laced with sin?
when did it start killing me within?
if it was a bad happening, why did God ever let it begin?
if it was truly wrong
if it was truly bad from the start
then i was truly deceived in my deepest of hearts
cuz when i met you i thought it was a prayer come true
and that everything between us was as right as morning dew
and if all was for naught, if all was for loss
then i greive over my heart's painful cost
for a simple lesson on true love lost.
6/25/02
