i know i said anonymus at the
   beginning but i put this in
   for the hell ofit.  this is
   more than you need but just
   incase youwant to stalk me
   or something i'll give every
   thing i can think of, but you
   still suck for reading it
name._stiv ***(im paranoid enough already)
age._17
height._around 5'4"-5'6" depends on slouch
weight._about 120 lbs.
eyes._blueish green
(natural)hair colour._brownish blond, it almost looks gray :)
current hair._black with inch long natural roots (me lazy bitch)
nationality._almost half german,norweigion,a little russian and irish
             and some gypsy!  i always wanted to be an inuit though....
fav alcohol._bicardi or vodka (nyquil close behind :)
fav pills._Xevoridene (no one's heard of it but me and
  dawn) or vicadin (its weak yeah, but not that dangerous
  to an idiot (me), or those thingies jessica gives me

me basicly._
i am a poet with nothing to say
im really fucked up with-out drugs anyway, they didnt ruin my 'life' ha ha ha ha ha,
   like i ever had one
im not a satanist, but you could probally call me one due to my self indulgent
   attitudes and a embrace of 'sin'. i dont venerate a religous figure though (that
   would be satan in this case), but i do try to piss people off by telling them
   'satan loves you'
im a passive anarchist. im not out given cops shit and tryin to tear down society
   cuz 01 i have self preservation and 02 im passive. apathathetic. i dont give
   a crap what happens cuz i cant do a damn thing even if i wanted to but i
   really enjoy bitching in vain, so moo
i probally wouldnt like you          so moo 2 that 2
i watch static on my tv for fun and i talk to myself (more like have meaningful
   conversations), nuff said
I am a  lightweight (when it comes to drugs mainly) and that rules! maximizing!
i have been on ritalin,paxil,effoexor,zoloft,naperson,welbutrin,prozac and numourous
   other suppressants and wierd shit that make me a normal law abiding person who
   no longer gets cravings for fetuses and motor oil served in a dirty ashtray (yum)
my philosophy on life:      clear out your bowels and your mind will soon follow

















goddamn you perverts with no life, oh well....everything here in no order i hope


favorite colour._ <- that kind of green but also like black and the colour of rust/
   copper, and gray and brown (damn)


nicknames (im serious, all of them)._goatboy, goat child, asshole, white 
   trash, little brother, lttle daughter, dykeboy, freak, stoner, antichrist,
   (your) little monkey, the radioactive goat, vampire freak?, munky, goddammit,
   willy wonka, satan, man-whore, the (i like this one) pope of dope , eff'd boy
   stevie wonder, bondage man, muffin man, mr moo, kinky bitch, zero (got from my
   smashing pumpkins shirt) s&m, luxt (thats what this one chick i know calls me,
   cause she never heard of them and i was wearing my homemade sweater), disposible
   steve, skinny puppy (from my homemade watchman's hat), stiga-steven, and pill


music i like._(see music section for a less vague description)
   i dont normally keep track of my favorite bands but i   t h i n k   these are them:
      skinny puppy
      nirvana
      mindless self indulgence
      das ich
      :wumpscut:
      rasputina
      ohGr
      g w a r
      nine inch nails
      luxt



movies i like._requiem for a dream, death to smoochie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   freeway, begotten! (artsy freaky shit yo!), (any
tim burton movie; or with
  
winona ryder,christina ricci,or johny depp in it) the shining, apocalypse now,
   beetlejuice (coolest fucking movie), sleepy hollow, gummo, the exorcist,
   the others, the man who cried, stigmata (was o/k i guess), ginger snaps (canada!)
   the delicatessen (part dark/creepy, part insane, all french),
   fear and loathing in las vegas (one of my favorite movies), moulon rogue,
   quills (a flick about the great pervert himself: marquis de sade), any woody
   allen movie, willy wonka (might be my favorite i dont know), girl interupted,
   any federico fellini movie kicks ass, steal this movie, pink floyd's the wall
   clockwork orange, 2001 a space odyssey, natural born killers, nightm
are
   befo
re christmas, the oppisite of sex, any kevin smith movie (clerks, mall
   rats, and dogma for example), little shop of horrors, the rocky horror
   picture show ( i sing along when im high and you cant shut me up)), romeo
   and juliet (the one with (gasp) dicaprio and shut up, it was cool what they
   did to the setting), eyes wide shut, blow, buffalo 66',seven, 12 moneys,
   dark city, house on haunted hill (just mainly the stuff about the asylum
   and older 20s/30s technology, just that crap i love) disney movies!!!!!!!!!
   (those guys are actually perverts w/ occational glitches, its great), edward
   scissor hands, pi, stigmata, bless this child, pultergeust, plan nine from
   outer space (cheesey shit, voted worst movie ever made :)blair witch project,
   bad moon, nightmare on elm street (all), chucky (all,their cheezy)), the fly,
   friday the 13th (all), one flew over the coocoo's nest, phantom of the
   paradise, hell razer (all), practically any indepenant film, shadow of the
   vampire (kick ass movie),


shows i like._sealab 2021!invader zim,space ghost coast to coast,cowboy
   bebop and about anything else on adult swim. spunge headed bob (thats what
   i call him anyway), scooby doo, that 70s show, x files, ren and stimpy (i
   grew up on that show) monty pythons flying circus (british humor, best
   crap ever), the job, homocide (yeah so its a cop show, its good),


books i like._anything by marquis de sade, jrr tolkien's stuff, any edgar
   allan poe, timbuktu, a modest preposal (funny!), catch 22, anarchy cookbook
   ,the 'book of nod', fear and loathing in las vegas, the (gasp!) satanic bible
   (its cool and fuuny hee hee), all my witchcraft books, the works of sigmund
   freud!, ze lord of ze flies (he he), 1984, the work of jhonen vaquez


computer games i like._diablo (all), warcraft (all), starcraft, doom!!!!!! (all)
   torment, heroes of might and magic (all), redneck rampage, final fantasy (all)
   blood (all), dungeon keeper (all), fallout (all), half-life (im 'skinny__puppy'
   for team fortress incase you want to hunt me down and machine gun me for being
   dumb)


crap i just like._cartoons; being dizzy; pissing people off; old film effects
   and crappy industrial settings;goats;  that rust smell; not being wounded
   by people (hard during pissier off mode, i know); being drunk and stoned
   (expectable eh?); chicks with bleached hair almost white put into dreds;
   those hairless albino rats; rats in general ; goats ; cats ; new orleans
   stuff - the city,atmosphere, and voodoo crap; voodoo crap); that bleach smell
   hospital stuff like i.v.s the machinery and all the medication crap; salt;
   urinating and defacating is always good; hippies!!!! ; headrushes ; walking
   around at night (just resently have cops been stoping me and many think im a
   hobo); hobos are cool;

turn ons/some fetishes._ gasmasks, duct tape, electric tape X's over the nipples,
   nuns, bondage! (nuns in bondage is a plus but anyway bondage stuff: black
   (p)leather, straps, harnesses, chains, paddles, ballgags, even velcrow (thats
   sad  i know)), very pale chicks w/ dark makeup, burlesque carbirnet stuff,
   redheads, those chains going from a nosering to a ear ring, those long black
   synthetic leather gloves, black (p)leather boots with lots o buckles, fishnet,
   hippie chicks,small/skinny chicks,PVC,laundry rooms,backless hospital gowns,your
   mom, and goats               baaAAAaaa baaaa

                                           (drugged industrial erotic domination!)





























































              if you read this far you are annoying me with you persistance, ya jew
i used to have a life,but i pawned it for drug money, hee hee
omigod! words! you have to read! o shit, your eff'd!
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