What have I done to deserve this?
It isn't fair.
He says he loves me,
But he doesn't always act it.
He says he cares,
But he rarely shows it.
I feel like I'm losing him forever.
I miss him already.
I love him as much as I'm capable of loving.
But he doesn't want me to get attached to him.
"No emotional attachments," he says.
He told me I'm a forever decision.
"No emotional attachments," he says.
We almost had a life together.
"No emotional attachments," he says.
He tells me he loves me.
"No emotional attachments," he says.
He pulls at my heartstrings constantly.
"No emotional attachments," he says.
I'm so confused.
He tells me one thing then does another.
He says he wants me,
But then he says, "No emotional attachments."
K. Tone
4-25-01
