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I have absolutely no idea what is going on. This is crazy. What�s wrong with Josh lately? I know I�ve only known him for a couple weeks, but I feel like I know him well enough to know that he�s not really acting like himself. I hope it�s not because of me�
What am I talking about? Of course it�s not because of me. Why would it be because of me? Only one other man�s ever looked at me like that and that was�Lucas.
No, no, no, no, no. Forget I ever said that. No one�s ever looked at me like anything. There�s no possible way Josh could be looking at me like that. No way, no how.
I really need to get some rest.
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How did I let this happen to me? I just met this girl and I�m already completely taken by her. But I will be taken by nothing more than a friend. And I don�t care who believes me or who doesn�t. She�s just a friend. I�m just a friend. We�re just a couple of friends. Doesn�t matter that she�s a girl and I�m a guy. Doesn�t matter that we�re living together. Just friends. That�s it�
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�And even if he did love me, that would be insane! We just met a couple weeks ago�
�I just hope that he doesn�t want anything else to come of this friendship. I am not even ready to think about starting another relationship. Damn Lucas for making me trust him�
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�But I will figure it out soon enough. Until then, I have to sleep�
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Whatever, it�s too early for this�
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