| Thursday, February 14th, 2002 Happy Valentine's Day everyone! =) Bonjour, madamoiselle! Comment allez-vous? Comme ci, comme ca... As for me... everything's been going alright... Didn't have much of a v-day but it was worth it two days ago. Yes I say my v-day hunny on Tuesday =) Cool huh? Don't have much to say for the moment because I don't have much time at all b/c French class is about to start... bye Saturday, February 16th, 2002 It's been going alright lately I guess... Haven't done much lately except take the afterschool French classes. It's going to be counted as a 'Humanities' course rather than a language course. who cares huh? well I do, doesn't that count? no it doesn't I guess... One good thing about the week was that it went by quickly... OH yeah I forgot to ask my friend "Comment allez-vous?" b/c I'm going to teach some of friends how to say that and other things. AT least one thing our teacher taught us was "Je vous en prie" (You are welcome - Formally) Yeah the teacher was impressed b/c I knew it more formally rather than what the book was teaching us. I'm so freakin' proud! =) Well for that point, I have Chris to thank for teaching me that phrase, but I don't know when I'll see him. It's been too long since I've seen him or for that matter to even hang out even for a few. I have no hopes of searching for a boyfriend right now not because it's too much of a hassle but because I have other priorities to set, you know? Like for example, I want to finish high school, look for a job, save money, buy a car, try to keep the job and maybe within a year or two move out? If only that could happen... It could and it will happen because when I set myself up for something, it usually comes out the way it should! Maybe I should try that huh? Anyway... gotta jam. I'm going out later so I guess I'm out... Au Revior! =) =) =) Tuesday, February 26th, 2002 (5:02pm) hey well what's going on? Not much here I guess... I was supposed to go to French class today but I didn't end up going. Oh well, it's only my first absence from the class... Anyway, I'm here freaking bored and I thought I'd write something up you know? No you don't... No one does! The internet and the computer are working again and that's cool =) That doesn't mean I'm going online anymore, it just means I'm going to check my e-mail and my webpage(s) from time to time... yeah well, is there anything better? Yes but have I found anything else? no! I think I have found a way to spend my time wisely without having that weird feeling that it's been a waste... I guess I really don't have much to say for the moment. Maybe I'll write some other time when I actually have something to say. ok? Take care and wish me luck =) (5:05pm) Au revoir! Saturday, March 23rd, 2002 (10:15am) hey well damn, I guess I haven't been writing much at all lately huh? Yeah, well, it's because I've been too busy with everything to even have some time for myself. Everything's been going well I guess... I'm doing good in French class and in Design class. =) I'm so proud of myself and so are the peole around me. I guess i've been too distant from everyone because of the classes. But what else can I do? Nothing for the moment, except to try to my spring break. =) We've been waiting for this break away from school, but what am I going to do for 9 days? Probably invite people over like I did 2-3 nights ago. Yup, the only interesting thing that happened was when my mom, my stepdad, and my brother left me alone with the apartment for 2 consecutive days. I guess they're finally learning to trust me. =) Cool huh? well within those two days I went to school for half a day and then went home. I invited some people over and we just chilled, no nothing bad went on because then we just decided to go out since everything was getting boring. I would have invited more people to go to my house, but under their circumstances I couldn't just change their schedules either, cause they actually go to college. anywho, I already ordered my yearbook from my gay ass high school. I don't know what to expect from it, but I'll try not to give my hopes up. anyway, what about me? I don't know what's going to happen, since I've been isolating myself from everyone. I mean it's not good but it is to a certain point, I can't explain it right now, but maybe eventually I'll find out why it's a good reason. Gosh, u know I don't know what else to write about since I guess I have time for myself. I know what I'll do, I'll go out to the beach. I'm long due for a tan but I'll try not to get burned, lol. I guess I'll write some more interesting things when they are very interesting. oh I know! I'll buy this really cool tongue ring I've been wanting =P anyway, gots to get going now, my ride's here so I guess I'll catch up on writing some other time. and wish me luck with the job hunting, I'll show those bastards that this 17 yr old is highly capable of handling tasks that are meant for the 18 yr olds. It's discrimination based upon age, because I am much more qualified than most people applying for a job based on age. oops kind of got carried away, but it's all so freakin true. I've stopped cursing at least for a while, a young educated lady has to show her manners and her expression in other ways. Until next time, c-ya! (10:27am) Thursday, May 16th, 2002 "Longing for Closure" I can't believe I trusted you Didn't think you cared Now you show me your true colors But not a good enough reason I thought I needed your help But, it was more like wanting it I asked you something embarrassing Yet, you didn't say a word I said, "thakn you very much" Somehow you played with my mind I can't believe I even liked you Even though you said you loved me All the times we were together I know you cherished it more than me Learning to live without youproved to be hard Yet, I can't stand the sight of you Oh how i wish everything was undone As though time seems to pass us by So tell me why we haven't seen each other I guess all I'm really trying to say... Is that I need to see you one more time before I say good-bye. |
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