s . l . s . b . --- today

080302, 1739hr, central time.

sometimes, i think everyone should try to think like me. so i don't have to disagree with people, and quarrel with them over things they are so absolutely wrong about. but then again, i think another cindy in this world would be pretty scary, and i would probably drive me crazy, that's what everyone says anyway, though i don't agree. hmm. anyhow, so maybe another cindy is not such a good thing.

sometimes i feel like that i'm a good and fair person. and whoever does things differently from me will one day bound to have a moment of revelation, when he/she thinks, "ah, i should have listened to cindy." if cindy offered any advice at all, that is, i realize that i've given up trying to influence what people think, since everyone thinks cindy's a weirdo with crazy ideas anyway. but of course, my crazier friends think i'm too conservative to have good ideas anyway. so it's just a no-win situation.

sometimes i wish i can grab that idiot by the shoulders and just shake him to his senses. or her. whatever. do you not see the world, do you not see how insignificant you are in this world, do you not see how every single word and thought you have is a blessing to your existence and should not be wasted to ignorance? do you not see?

sometimes i wonder how i can make a difference to the world. how i can bless everyone i come to. how i can give the most of my life. how i can leave a legacy behind.

other times, i think i shouldn't bother. maybe i'm not as smart as i think i am. maybe i don't have a better view as i think i have. maybe a world that lives by my rules and my beliefs would be a total disaster. maybe the other people are right after all.

sometimes, i think i'm really going crazy.

s . l . s . b .
[ stuff . . . ] feeling: tired food: my piece of texan toast - i really need to go groceries CD: alvin's mp3s show: reading: none surfin': go look at addy's website! i'm finally able to blog at the chatroom there. i have one post so far....but there'll be more..haha.. looking forward: spring break goodness: friday is always my favorite day of the week. sensei watch: one of the exercise questions asked which is the longest river in the world, which we answered correctly. then sensei asked which is the longest river in japan. and all of us moaned and groaned, like how the heck would we know? but we faithfully turned to the page of the map of japan, and tried to figure it out. we found one river that looked pretty long, but there wasn't a name. so in the end, we gave up, and asked sensei for the answer. he said, "erm, i don't know." argh!!! hahaha.....
[ say . . . ] 080302, 1739hr, central time. sometimes, i think everyone should try to think like me. so i don't have to disagree with people, and quarrel with them over things they are so absolutely wrong about. but then again, i think another cindy in this world would be pretty scary, and i would probably drive me crazy, that's what everyone says anyway, though i don't agree. hmm. anyhow, so maybe another cindy is not such a good thing. sometimes i feel like that i'm a good and fair person. and whoever does things differently from me will one day bound to have a moment of revelation, when he/she thinks, "ah, i should have listened to cindy." if cindy offered any advice at all, that is, i realize that i've given up trying to influence what people think, since everyone thinks cindy's a weirdo with crazy ideas anyway. but of course, my crazier friends think i'm too conservative to have good ideas anyway. so it's just a no-win situation. sometimes i wish i can grab that idiot by the shoulders and just shake him to his senses. or her. whatever. do you not see the world, do you not see how insignificant you are in this world, do you not see how every single word and thought you have is a blessing to your existence and should not be wasted to ignorance? do you not see? sometimes i wonder how i can make a difference to the world. how i can bless everyone i come to. how i can give the most of my life. how i can leave a legacy behind. other times, i think i shouldn't bother. maybe i'm not as smart as i think i am. maybe i don't have a better view as i think i have. maybe a world that lives by my rules and my beliefs would be a total disaster. maybe the other people are right after all. sometimes, i think i'm really going crazy.
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