061001, 1925hr, illinois time.

yups, the bbq party is already going on upstairs. sounds of the guys laughing, cheering, jeering seep through the floor into my room. nope, i'm not going upstairs, not till i'm hungry anyway. in this extremely antisocial mood. maybe it's the headache, who knows. been having this headache for 2 days now, i think it's stress related, so i can't quite be bothered about it. it'll go away after wednesday, i'm sure. i have 2 midterms and 1 quiz this week, stressed up, little wonder my body is acting up the way it is.

i think i've already done my part for that party, baked cookies, brownies and this coconut jelly with canned fruits and i cleaned the house to make it look a little more presentable. i wish i was in a more enthusiastic mood today, to fully enjoy the party. but i feel like the music will just worsen my headache, the conversation too taxing for my brain, and i would probably be overridden with guilt tomorrow if i don't get some work done today.

pounding headache, pounding music. argh.

i wish i'm in a better mood. i always liked parties.