100901, 2355hr, illinois time.

i'm so drunk. i drank the beer too quickly. shit.

i was supposed to be do my work tonight...erm, looks like i won't be too coherent. i was playing pool just now, and i made so many stupid stumbles. ie missing the shot completely, stumbling over the white ball. erm. note to self, not to attempt to look cool playing pool when drunk.

it was cw's birthday a few days ago, so we celebrated it for him today. [yes, we forgot.] i baked a cake again. but it's actually pretty bad today, cos it fell apart. i had to cover all the cracks up with almond chips and other decorations. fortunately no one could tell. or at least they didn't comment on it. hahaha...i baked some blueberry muffins too, just for the sake of trying. though i don't really like muffins myself.

i sound too euphoric. hmm. i'm happy, actually. happy for myself. for no good reason. just for me being me, i guess. i realise i'm not such a terrible person after all. sometimes, all it takes is a little humour. a little slack. not to take everything too seriously. or maybe i should say, all it takes is a little beer.

and i still have muscle ache. i had trouble doing normal chores, like carrying one gallon of milk. like opening a jar. like getting out of alvin's car. it's a little too early for me to sleep, but it seems like i should. i just reread all that i wrote. this isn't the best side of me. hmm. and it's a monday too. hmm. ark, there goes my mugger student image!