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Feeling... hungry Food: last night, went to Marche's and finally had rosti! hiak. Book: Consultations on The Virtual Museum of Canada CD: [computer] Jewel - pieces of you [discman] Harlem Yu's Tidal Wave Happiness of the day: fun girl bonding session with poachie and ming last night. Event of the week: Going back to malaysia this coming weekend - Take 2. we went to marche's last night, followed by starbucks. where we had the old favourite rosti, oily stir fried veggies, desert, followed by starbucks frap. "with power". hahahahahahahaa... we played the same game we played when we were in spain/morocco...we asked either or questions, and tried to guess each other's answers. and they got most of mine wrong. sigh. apparently i do have very deceptive appearances. yes, i like halternecks better than tanks. i like boots better than heels. i like ears better than neck. heh. i like playing this game, cos 10 years down the road, i think they'll still be sore about how i like halternecks but wear tanks. it's frivolous, but very fun. they asked me some difficult questions about E, which made me all confused. but things are cleared up now. no, he's not my boyfriend. just a maybe. i was confused, but now no more. they were confused about me too, but now no more. yes, it's true, i'm more amoral than people tend to think i am. do i really come across as a conventional nice proper girl? hmm. i just don't publicise my thoughts and views very much, i guess. i will admit that i'm nice, as in i'm generally kind, but it doesn't say anything about my set of morals. the only fundamental thing i believe is that i should not hurt other people. my behaviour is then governed by this. i may appear proper, but the fundamental reason for my choices, is still not a matter of right or wrong in the morality sense. that's why i say i am amoral. these 2 are my best friends, i get into a natural adrenalin high everytime i meet them. trust them to ask such critical questions that i had to doubt and question myself, down to the smallest details in my consciousness, down to the very basic choices i made. maybe that's why they're my best friends, they always knew where to poke. | |