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Feeling... tired Happiness of the day: being useful to my mom Event of the week: kakatan's birthday party on friday My mom is ill. Nope, it's not diabetes related, so it's not that bad. I woke up early this morning to go swimming, but my dad saw me, and told me that he brought mom to the doctor's in the middle of the night last night. You know what a scare that was? Of course I couldn't go swimming anymore. Fortunately, it was just food poisoning. Of course, it's not like my mom feels any less miserable, but with my active imagination, it could have been worse. She slept the day away, except the times to take her medicine, and some porridge. I guess I was the only one who could be around to take care of her, so I stayed at home. I was supposed to watch the show about Sun Yat Sen tonight with Agnes and Huiwen, but eventually I didn't go. On one hand, I feel like it's such a waste, cos I was looking forward to this show. But on the other hand, I was worried about agnes not being able to find someone to take over my ticket and I didn't actually want to go anymore. Sigh. Too much trouble, to dress nice, and get all the way there. I was too much into the role of a filial daughter. It just seemed so inappropriate to enjoy myself while my mom lies miserable. She's fine now, sleeping more soundly. With less of a frown. And she told me that she's not in pain anymore. So that's good. But she's still rather weak. A sign of becoming adult - you worry more for your mom than she does for you. sigh. I'm so tired now. | |