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What day is it?

2200h
Feeling... icky...need to wash my hair!!
Happiness of the day: new shoes! hehe...
Event of the week: perhaps a class gathering at my house the coming weekend?

What day is it today? Saturday. Oh. Really? I see. Hmm....

I'm a complete bum right now....actually not quite, since I do help out with the housework. But it feels quite weird, for me to sit at home, waiting for my friends to call me, watching TV and have my mom explain to me this girl likes this guy, but this guys likes this other girl, and this other girl's father doesn't like this guy liking this girl, because he likes this other guy, but this other guy is not ready for a relationship because he has this ex-wife that he still loves, and blah blah blah....not to mention the show where this guy is the bad guy because he was plotting something against this other guy, but he's not that bad either because he thinks this other guy caused the break up of his family, and this other guy, though he caused the break up of that family, he's not really the bad guy either, because he actually didn't mean to, and the real bad guy is this other guy, who looks obviously bad, and everyone knows that he's the bad guy, but nobody can harm him because he's rich and powerful, and blah blah blah......hahaha....this sounds really funny, isn't it? It sounds even better when my mom says it in Chinese, cos the 'he' and the 'she' sounds the same in chinese and after a while, I just lose her.

yes, but this is what my life has been about. catching up on chinese drama, going out with friends, and trying to get my laptop configured. Of course, there're a lot of other things that I should try to do, like start doing my pol s assignment. Like typing my brother's script out. Like doing this website. But nope, not yet, I'm not doing it yet. I'm starting on Monday. I still feel sort of lost right now.

I don't have anyone's number right now, for some reason. [So if you know me, have my number and would like to meet up with me, call me!] So not only do I feel like I don't know this city anymore [which is how I felt the last time I came back anyway, so I'm not surprised] I also feel like I don't have many friends anymore. When...when did I lose touch with so many people? It's a funny feeling...that I just know that there're more people I should be talking to, to excitedly hug and exclaim/squeal, "Long time no seeeeee~" Funny feeling.

Soon, I will have to start work. Both my personal projects and my actual job attachment. I've finally found out where I'll be working...Ministry of Information and Arts, not bad not bad. I'm glad. Bad thing about this one is that this is a 2-month attachment, though most other projects are about 6 weeks. bleah. So it's 2 more weeks of work, but I'm hoping I won't regret it, because I think I will like this job. As for my personal projects...argh, I just feel like I'm too dependent on my laptop. can't seem to do anything comfortably if I'm not typing on my own keyboard. Sigh. Or it might just be an excuse. Whatever it is, I'm gonna start work soon.

The past few days flew by quite quickly. Just adapting to the weather, touching base with a few select people, cleaning out my room, getting used to my little bed.....it feels funny. I think I've finally settled down. Ready to get out there and do some stuff. Ready for my summer plans to take off....here's what I plan to do:

  • take funk dance class
  • do more lindy hop, maybe take a class too
  • complete at least one of my 2 pol s courses
  • revamp website
  • help brother with play
  • pubbing
  • arts fest
  • go little india
  • shop shop shop
Am I too ambitious? Hmm...heh...knowing myself, probably. But hey, gotta aim high.

Monday...monday I'll start working on my plans. For now, just going to continue to bum, continue to not remember what day it is.

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