080501

Opportunity for the idiot

1150h
Feeling... disgusted with myself
Happiness of the day: none so far
Event of the week: flight home on 13th May

They say bad things come in threes. bleah. So besides scoring a B in an easy class, I guess I should have expected more bad things to happen...such as losing things.

I lost a package that I was supposed to send back to Jun! shit shit shit. Those are things that he bought, and I'm really not sure if I'll be able to find the same items again, and whether they will be so super expensive now. I know I probably should have kept that box in my room, instead of leaving it under the pool table. The guys probably threw it out, thinking it's one of empty boxes we were supposed to trash. But it was a huge box! Sealed! And definitely not "trashy" looking....damn it!

Somebody once observed that when I park my car, I tend to park it as far into the lot as possible, as close to the curb as possible [when it comes to parallel parking], basically as far from any traffic flow as possible. I replied that it's because I know that my car is not a small car, and I didn't want to let other cars have any slight chance of hitting my car. It would take an idiot to do that, but I don't even want to let any idiot have such an opportunity to be an idiot. This is the same case...why would anyone throw out a sealed up box?! But I guess it's not impossible, since the things in this box weren't particularly heavy. But the truth is, I allowed this opportunity for someone to be as idiotic as to throw the box out.

My god. I'm just hoping damn hard now that I'm wrong, and actually someone had just taken the box away by mistake. That it's still somewhere in the house. That I won't have to replace all those things in the box. That I won't freaking go bankrupt doing that. That I didn't let Jun down. Shit.

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