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Mood: fine enough Fact of the day: The grape and the banana are the two largest crops in the world. event of the week: Flying to Kyoto on tomorrow. Tomorrow, I'm flying off to Japan...I should probably be getting some sleep now, but I don't quite feel like it yet. Maybe it'll be easier for me to get over jetlag if I sleep a lot on the flight, and maybe it'll be easier for me to sleep on the plane if I get really tired now. Heh. So I probably shouldn't sleep. Tomorrow, Corrine's dad is going to bring me to the airport, on his way to work, which is so nice of him. I bought Corrine's parents some chocolate, to thank them for their hospitality, but I'm too shy to give it to them directly, so I just gave it to Corrine.
It's been fun hanging out with Corrine...I learnt how to crochett! In fact, kinda addicted to it right now..I know that I should be writing that script for my brother, yet I spend so much time crochetting. Heh. Kinda like when I was addicted to cross-stitch and wouldn't stop cross-stitching even to eat. Scary. I think I should make a blanket. Maybe for myself, or maybe I'll give it away. Whatever it is, I think it'll be a sweet present either for myself or someone else.
Part of my results have come back. And the part that I'm most worried about? Well, yeah I didn't fail, but they're like shit. This is the worst results I've ever gotten..for a very long time. Like maybe since 6 years ago or something like that. Sigh. I won't even mention what a blow it is to my ego, since I really studied very hard for this exam. But what I'm most concerned about right now is how disappointed my parents will be. They won't scold me, I know, but they'll be disappointed. Bleah.
But at least the good thing is, I'm leaving for Japan tomorrow. I don't have to remember anything related to chambana if I don't want to. I don't have to remember my results at all. I should just concentrate on having fun this winter break. These few days at Corrine's place has been pretty good, cos she does a really good job making sure I'm not alone too much, introducing me to all her friends she's hanging out with, while at the same time not talk about school all that much. Except that one time when she checked her results...and then of course I checked my results and bham, I got the bad news. Sigh.
Shaun says that I should go out there and buy a great dress to cheer myself up. Well, I did buy some nice underwear, and it does make me feel not too bad. I think underwear is a girl's secret way to cheer up, cos seriously, no one else knows whether I'm wearing nice or crap panties, but hey, I know and it just feels good to know that I take care of myself well enough to indulge in nice panties. Hmm. Am I making sense? I'm going to be wearing nice clothes on the flight tomorrow, including my underwear, just to make myself happy. And also so that if anything happens to me, the paramedics won't have to see me in ugly underwear. Hmm. Yeah, that's the kind of thoughts I have. HAhaha...I amuse myself.
I am going to sleep now, cos I realise my mind is already not quite thinking straight. Might as well go sleep now and actually get some hours of sleep than "accidentally" fall asleep later and feel like crap when I board the plane.
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