Exams and nothingness

1230h Mood: crazy Fact of the day: Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. event of the week: History exams tomorrow and economics exams on tuesday. My excuse for not updating for exactly 2 weeks? I was freaking stressed up over my midterms. Erm. As if. Actually I really was working quite hard for my exams, and was seriously demoralised when my results came back. And to think the ordeal's not quite over yet, since out the 7 classes I'm taking, I've finished only 3. The dance class doesn't have any midterms, so I actually have 3 more midterms. 2 of which in the next 72 hours. The last one, French, is next week. I just called home just now, telling my mom how many exams I have left, and how I screwed up those that I've already taken. What she said was exactly what I was thinking myself - doesn't matter. As long as you work hard and you've tried your best, results are not most important and your life is not about results at all. Precisely. Precisely why I'm sitting here, typing this nonsensical journal entry when I have history exams tomorrow. Bwahaha..... define "tried your best." Hahahahaha..... I personally feel like I'm a bit of a slacker these days: Thursday: Went out for an expensive dinner with lynn, to sort of cheer each other up. After that, went to a friend's place, because he taped tuesday night's series of sitcoms and shows, such as Friends, Buffy and so on. Was supposed to be doing my work while watching TV, but obviously I didn't. Ate ice-cream, ate brownies, ate agar-agar and basically just wasted my night away. Didn't even go home till about 4am, so even though I was resting, I still didn't get regular sleeping hours. Friday: Went for Lion Dance practice, where I first learnt how to play the cymbals, followed by dinner, then movie, then coffee. It's just a regular Friday - relaxing. Saturday: Went for Lion Dance practice again. Was supposed to start studying, but due to unforeseen circumstances, such as bed being especially comfy and internet being especially interesting, I didn't start studying till about 11pm, and I promptly fell asleep at my table by 12. Oops. Which is why I have hell of a lot of work and studying to do today. But I still don't feel like doing it. Hmm...something is really wrong with me today. Hmm....I'm actually in a pretty bad mood right now. Not stressed over my exams, no. But because of some things that some people have said. I probably shouldn't be affected by what they say, but somehow, I am. Hmm. Let me get my head together and think about it first, before I say something I will regret. Erm, does that make sense? I shall try to update again tomorrow, just to get my momentum back. I think if I promise to update, and then I'll feel obliged to keep my promise, so then I won't disappear for another 2 weeks again.

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