Doomsday
20th Febuary 1999

You'd learn something new everyday:
For the Koreans, this year is The Year of The Cat.

Sudden inspirations or cravings:
To save up more money.

I was just talking to Po Chin yesterday on the phone and the topic of the release of our results just came up. To tell the truth, I wish it wouldn't come out.

I'm terrified. It's almost like my whole future shall be depending on those four letters supposedly representing my intelligence and how much education I deserve. Damn it. I cannot afford to flunk this, no matter what.

The worse thing is, I am actually very nervous. Somehow, I just feel that I will not be able to obtain satisfactory results. I wish I can be wrong, but most of the time, I do trust my instincts.

Maybe it's got to do with the fact that I continued watching ER, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Growing Up, Jag and other non-essential TV shows even during those critical days. Or, maybe it's got to do with me dozing off or day-dreaming when I was supposed to be studying.

Argh~~~~ I have never been so worried over my results before!!

I'm freaking out very very badly...and it's two weeks before I'll get my results back!!!

I'm actually quite curious to know how freaked out I would become in two weeks time.

Tell me what u think.

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