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Mood: tired Fact of the day: event of the week: party this saturday.
I've been out the past 2 days again, at the Orchard area. It's only been a year, yet things sure have changed. Somehow, it just didn't feel the same anymore.
Yesterday, I went out with Fuling and Wendy, in an attempt to do some shopping. Although they say that I've not changed, I think it's just that they didn't detect how lost I felt. Yes, I actually felt so lost in this place I actually considered my hang-out place barely a year ago. The shops have changed - some have closed down, some under renovation and so on. Obviously the clothes on the hangers have changed,
but maybe because I foresee that I'll go back to my usual t-shirt and jeans attire once I get back to campus, my shopping urge was surprisingly weak.
[ As a side note, despite my weak shopping craving, I still managed to spend nearly $100 in just one afternoon. Damn. ]
Going out with my friends, I suddenly realised how backward I've become. Fashion trends, social happenings, entertainment news, blah blah blah..I realised I've not been keeping up at all. Campus life is so peaceful, but at the same time so sheltered. When I was studying, I didn't have to dress well, or to know what's happening outside campus. And as a result of that, I really became a country bumpkin. Argh..
Maybe I shouldn't care that much. After all, these things shouldn't be important right? But somehow, I wish I had something to contribute when they talk about the latest scandal, the new MANGO season or whatever.
Man, I'm such a bimbo.
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