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Mood: tired Fact of the day: event of the week: party tomorrow.
I guess I should be contented. Most of my friends are coming to my party tomorrow, some of them despite other commitments. I am very contented.
But on the other hand, I'm also very worried. These are people whom I met in the different phases in my life, who probably also represent different sides to my personality growth. What if they hate each other? I don't want any of them to feel neglected, but I know I probably won't be able to talk to any of them for long. Besides my friends, my relatives will also be there, so wouldn't my friends feel stifled as well? Argh...
I wish I can say I'm confident that everything will go well, but I'm not. I hope they'll have a good time, but I don't see how. Probably the hwachong people will be fine, since almost all of them will be here and they probably can make their own fun. But what about the rgs gang? The uiuc people? I can't help but be worried.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
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