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Mood: productive Fact of the day: event of the week Spring break is coming!
I'm sitting in my room, once again, panicking over all the work I should have done. Wondering what happened to Friday and Saturday, wondering how I could have done absolutely no work in two days. And most of all, I'm wondering why the weather has to be so good today.
Yes, it's another of those really sunny and we-should-sit-in-the-open days. Argh, just when I need my laptop to do my work. Just when I need to stay indoors. Sigh.
I was slightly depressed yesterday, but I've already thought things through yesterday night [maybe that's why I didn't get any work done...] and the sunshine today just made me feel so much better. So well, it's back to busy-ing myself with work again. It's back to not thinking so much. Back to being a full-time student. Hehe.
As for moving my journal, I don't think I'll ever have the patience to do that. I still need this journal here to let my friends continue to be in touch with what I'm doing, I'm most of the time still glad that there're people who care enough to come read this. As for all my darker emotions, hmm, with today's weather, I don't want to think about it. But for now, think I'll stick to just thinking about them, and not writing them down here. Maybe this is finally who I am. Someone who's ultimately still not that comfortable with telling everything.
Besides, I think I'm really not that dark a person afterall..it's just occasional breakdowns....
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