| [0100 of the 27th actually]
Mood: not too bad Fact of the day: event of the week Swing dancing this thursday! My schedule is so packed these days I'm surprised I am not stressed yet. Like today, I had to attend this leadership training program thing in the morning, then come home to finish some work, followed by ushering at the theatre (for a show that I have to write a critique about actually) and lastly the dance party for ASB. Hmm....somehow everything just falls right in place, to take up most of my time.
Of course, today is a more obvious example. On other days, I mostly wouldn't have more than one appointment in a day. Know how I realised I have too many commitments now? I have to check my organiser everyday now. Ahem.
Last semester, my organiser is usually just collecting dust in my room. But this semester, I carry it everywhere I go, because without it, I will be totally lost. Somehow, I've gotten myself involved with so many things I cannot be absolutely sure I can remember everything single thing I need to do for all of them. So I need my organiser.
And gosh, I've not needed my organiser for such a long time. When is the last time I depended so much on that little daily schedule thingy? Hmm...whatever it is, even though I'm really busy, I think I'm a happy busy person, rather than a grouchy busy person. I like all these things that I'm involved with. I love being involved, I love maximising all the time I have. I was talking to Xinyi and she said something about being totally thrilled to go back to school after the weekend, because she feels happier when she actually has things to do. And I totally understand how she feels.
I'm just wondering if I can fit yet another commitment in. Hmm...the theatre is looking for some tech crew for this opera production in April. For the time being, I can make it for all of its compulsory rehearsals. And I really want to do it. Eversince my Huang Cheng days, I've always wanted to be involved with the theatre again. But I think I need to think more about it before I make the commitment.
I feel so alive, so full of energy, I really want to do it. But will I change my mind when more exams come along? Or when I realise I have not seen my friends for a long time? Or when I turn all ugly and tired looking from the lack of sleep? Hahaha... oh dear, but I am such a greedy person...sigh...
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