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Mood: happy happy Fact of the day: Eskimos do not have the cultural habit of organised warfare. event of the week Going ice-skating later. Last night was great. I played only a little bit of pool. Partnering with shaun and we lost. Argh. Hahaha...anyway I wasn't that keen about playing pool last night, and the bowling alley was claustrophobically crowded. So I ended up munching on french fries in the foodcourt with Angel, waiting for the rest to finish with their games.
The coming Saturday is Chinese New Year. I was a little depressed and homesick to think that I have to spend this important festival away from home. But SSA has organised a cny dinner for us and I sort of volunteered to help put up a performance item. So a few of us, will be singing this coming Saturday, in front of my fellow Singaporeans...I'll probably totally humiliate myself, but what heck, I need the distraction man!
Anyway, Angel is performing with me too, so we were just there singing and generally feeling silly. But it felt so wonderful..I felt in total control. Like who cares I'm sitting in the middle of a foodcourt. Who cares that nobody knows what I'm singing [I was singing a chinese song]. Who cares that my voice sucks, hell I'm gonna perform on Saturday!
After the rest of the people finished with their games, we talked until the security people had to chase us out of the foodcourt in order to close the building. After which, Lynn was hungry. So she came over to my room to feast on my stock of chocolates, chips and chinese new year goodies. We called for pizza too and invited Shaun and another guy over to get fat too. Over fattening food, naturally we talked and talked and talked...I went to bed finally at 5.30am.
I so enjoyed myself. Though now that I've written everything down, everything seems so normal and..not exciting...but I still felt like it was one of the best nights I've had for the past month or so. Maybe it was the singing? Maybe the midnight pig out on chocolate? Maybe the fact that I can see him as just a friend again? Whatever it...I just wanna say, I'm in such a good mood today!!
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