For those who don't read french and can't be bothered to try and decipher what I just wrote above, I'll be taking my french paper this afternoon. Actually, in about 3 hours' time. I'm really nervous, cos I really don't want to screw up this paper. I like french a lot. But I'm also really happy now. Already in a holiday mood, since french is my last paper! The last barrier to partying and holidaying until the next semester.

My roommate just moved out last night. I haven't really been talking about her, simply because there really isn't much to say about her. I don't know a lot about her, since she's really seldom in the room and when she is, she's usually doing her work [and so am I] so we don't talk to each other.

But I know that she is a really sweet person, from the way to calls her little nieces up just to ask them how they are, asked one of them once, "Did that boy from school try to kiss again? Ooohh.." When she knows I'm studying for my quizzes or tests, she always leaves post-it notes for me in the morning, to encourage me and stuff like that. She's got to the most untidy person I've seen in my life, but she's always so apologetic about leaving the room in a mess, I can't really bring myself to complain her to our RA.

Last night, she was packing and I couldn't concentrate on my french, so I wanted to study in Allen Hall instead. [By the way, I live in Trelease Hall, which is about 5 minutes from Allen.] I wanted to say a nice goodbye to her, but she seemed really stressed up by all the packing, and I didn't think she can possibly pack everything and leave by tonight. [You have no idea how much stuff she has and how messy she is..] So I asked if she was going to leave by tonight. She sighed, took a look at the mess around her and said that she would probably have to come back again. So I said, "Oh, ok, cos I'm going to Allen to study and I wanna know if I'll still get to see you when I come back. Ok, see you tomorrow then. Bye!" Before I left the room, I decided to encourage her a little and went, "Oh, and no stress ok?" She laughed at that and then I left. She looked so pretty when she laughed, I felt so happy too.

But when I came back from Allen, she was gone. Completely gone. All her stuff are gone...I can't believe how she can manage to pull such a stunt, but she did it. So she doesn't have to come back today afterall. So I won't get to say my nice goodbye to her afterall. Sigh.....

It's not that I'm particularly sad that she left, but looking at a half empty room now just makes me feel sad...like I'm back to the start of the semester before she came.

Lonely.