Last night, while wasting my time away at Allen Hall where we often gather to study, I was struck by a sudden urge to work hard. Oh, of course, it can probably be related to the fact that two of my friends were there to show off the fact that they have finished the homework due next tuesday when I haven't even started on homework due this friday. Yes, I was so "inspired" I decided I cannot be a slacker anymore.

But it's difficult. It really is. I set a timetable last night for what I want to do today and guess what, I've not accomplished a single thing yet. I swore that I would listen during my engineering lecture today. Guess what, I slept through the whole lecture again. It's tough getting my mugger mood back when I've always prided myself on being to achieve the basic good results with minimum effort.

I thought by concentrating on my studies, I would be able to find the focus of my life again and achieve stability again. But apparently this is not what I need afterall.

Think I'm better off being a slacker

Yawn..