When she let me go out with a boy, when I would come home, she would check my body for hickies. And accuse me of having sex with the boy and everything.
When I was 13, I went swimming a lot at the swim club that we belonged to. I was walking home from the swim club and had to walk through a park to get to the street. Well, my brother had called me over many times to where him and his friends were. It was almost all the way dark out. I headed that way, to see what my brother wanted. A couple of his friends held me down and put hickies on my neck. I was disgusted, scared to death of what mom was going to do, etc... I was like a rag doll, just layed there and didn't move. I froze.
My brother's friends would come over to the house. They would rape me when mom was gone, and my brother would stand there and laugh. Yesterday I found another part inside (a personality). His name is Jimmy. He was molested by my older brother. I have two younger brothers. I also caught my brother molesting them.
My mom and dad watched porno movies in their bedroom a lot during the day, and at night they watched them in the living room. My bedroom was very close to the living room. I would have to hear all the disgusting stuff from the porno's when I would try to lay down at night to go to bed. It was horrible. When my older sister would babysit us, her and my older brother would put the pornos on in the living room. They would try to make me watch them, too and I would run and hide when I could. It was very disgusting.
