272002

9:26 P.M. - Hey guys, what's up? If you ever have to go see a BALLET based on Shakespeare's HAMLET~ one word of advice, actually two...don't go! Yes, this required senior field trip from all of Charlotte-Mecklenburg schools was a total bullshit....what the hell? I mean...it was a piece of crap...like someone said "i don't think a play was meant to be turned into a ballet" yeah yeah...the ballet totally ruined Hamlet...and it's meaning....you can't interpret the thing. Anywayz...it's all good...sure it is! I juss finished mah methodology for mah psych survey project...it turned out better than i thought it would......but anywyaz....some serious issues have turned up....i mean like WHOA~ haha....OH YEAH! CARLOS and I got married today at the play! my oh my~ hehe....Carlos is so sexy...uh huh......sexier than trey mack...uh huh....anywayz..(i'm kinda freakin' mahself out here cuz i'm talking about two good guy friends that i would prob never end up dating :-D)....anywho...i've been sick and i sorta lsot mah voice today after school....my mom was sorta in a cranky mood today....

You knoe what's funnie......uchol.....or shall i say OO CHUL thinks he's knoes a lot about me..yet i knoe so little about him....that's kinda weird...but then again...so far i think he's a nice guy. Maybe some day we will meet. Isaac is so cute! He didn't invite me to go see A Walk to Remember tho....but he's my hero for even liking the movie and listening to Mandy Moore's *Only Hope*....yeah...it's interesting that he does...but that shows him how sweet of a guy he is *smyles*.....then Elliot IMs me asking why i never talk to him when i see him.....well let's see.....all the times that i have seen him.....well....either mah dad was there or i seriously didn't have time to juss hang around and CHAT....yes yes...both the SUHs are hotties! what am i saying.....most all korean guys are hotties...but they both knoe i'm joking around and i don't really have an interest in them :-).....hopefully one day soon i will get to hang out with them along with many other korean ppL....that would be koo!

I've been really emotional lately and i think one thing has really helped me spritually....it's God....and through Church i really think i am able to connect with him...he hasn't exactly given me what i have ever hoped for....but.....what else can i do......i've been really thinking that mah life indeed does suck, but i don't wanna do anythign stupid....life will hopefully get better....i'll be optimistic, as i told mrs. franklin as i said i would do better on the FPS problems. LoLz~

I caught an episode of FRIENDS~ Brad Pitt's going to be on next episode~ but i think it's the one that has already been aired (i think during thanksgiving)....I really think that Joey and Rachel should hook up......Monica and Chandler were actually funnie this week...they are usually really annoying.......