252002

10:21 P.M. - We were talking about absolute love in French, from Les Justes ...not really in the sense that we think of everyday...but Ms. Stultz was explaining how in absolute love you don't look left or right...you only look towards the goal. In love you sacrifice yourself without expecting anything back....Maybe that's why Amy is able to see a "worse" side to Dan than Ve does.... You knoe now if you're not dating the "hottie" that everybody wants, they automatically see a flaw in that guy you're dating - maybe its because they knoe something about thae guy that you don't knoe...but most likely they don't know what you see in your loved one. Even if your friend or someone you knew dated this person, you and your b/f (or g/f for all you guys out there) have a totally different relationship~ it's sacred. You knoe....i think it's weird when a close friend gets sick of you when you get a b/f and seem to be spending more time with him....why do we ditch are friends? do we actually really "ditch" them? Probably not. I've been thinking aoub thow Ve's always saying "I never see Dan" ~MY GOD~ this couple don't go to the same school and they still manage to see each other EVERYDAY~ or at least every other day. It bothers me that she says one thing and does another...like she says "I knoe that he likes me..." and the next moment she's irritated about something not "seeming to work out very well" and complaining about something she's not satsified with in the relationship....girls are very complicated...guys get the easy jobs of being about to be laid back..Anywayz...back to Ve......it's obvious that she's really insecure...Some signs that are obvious when insecurity is involved in a relationship is (1) you're not sure that your b/f (or g/f) doesn't like you--the real question is do you like him? (if you do..then shut up about whether or not he likes you back) (2) complining about the relationship, whining that you never see him ~ geez...why don't you juss marry the poor guy (3) putting yourself down...and not thinking that you are good enough for your guy....WTH.....get over it~ have fun in the relationship..and if you run into problems...figure 'em out by making your own decision (sure advice may be good sometimes...BUT).....is the person who is giving you advice YOU? i think not.......

So i went to Shery's house today and watched Hamlet (with Mel Gibson!) while doing some labs...Laura was also there.....she's so funnie -n- sweet!...i'm being called a super dork right now by uchol..interesting how he doesn't even knoe me and he has the guts to do that....yes yes.....quite interesting...Trey called me a while ago....but i got sorta pissed off about school and said i had to do work.....but i guess the only work i'm doing right now is typing this journal entry.......uchol is quite.....corny....i thoguth he was funnie in the beginning......but not anymore...juss corny. Well Congratulations to all those who have gotten into college! *sigh of relief*....i will be go now......tata~