282002

10:47 P.M. - Man, today sucked ass! Well this smart person slamed on the breaks when there was ice on a bridge and yeah.....i got into an accident....yup...went across the median....ran into a ramp (i honestly thought i was dying...and i thought the car was going off onto the creek below me)...but somehow mah car turned around...yeah...well...mah car was....TOTALED...at least the front was...good news....i'm okie...no one else was involved....i'm prob going to be in PAIN tomorrow...man....that sucks..this sucks....i've missed too much school and i'm prob going to have to do recovery~ isn't that great???????????????? welps yeah......i'm juss lucky i'm alive...isn't that a good thing? uh huh...yeah.....well i guess it's cuz i was plotting to try to get out of the house at night and God was juss giving me a sign not to....uh huh....that's it! Great~ well luckily mah dad didn't REALLY panic....my mom doesn't knoe yet...well yeah u knoe...moms will prob have a heart attack if they find out their only child...their only daughter got into a car wreck and they wrecked the car....uh huh.....very good...niiiiiiiiiiceeeeeeee........welps~ i wonder if my dad will let me drive the van....i guess i'll be back to having jon to drive me~ haha......everyone's going to make fun of me now...it doesn't matter now does it?

Well as soon as i got home....i went to sleep..but i had a hard time getting into a deep sleep. My neighbor was kind enough to make some spaghetti..she's a really sweet lady...then i watched some of Young and the Restless and was going to catch some Bold and the Beautiful but i dozed off into LALA land and went to sleep until 4:30 when i reiceved a call on mah cellie....you guys will never guess who called me....so i'll juss tell you....Andrew called me....Andrew Lin....i asked who it was....and he said it's andrew...i thought it was him..but since i knoe like a thousand Andrews...and i started to say "hey what's up" and then i said "Andrew who?" haha...i hope he didn't take it personally..so i juss blabbed on about mah accident..i think he was bored with mah convo as usual....but sure...it was nice that he called...i was surprised..but koo whatever~

Bobby kinda pissed me off yesterday.....he doesn't realize.....well maybe he does...but he's such a great guy i juss wish that he wouldn't get bogged down by other ppL who put him down and as he says "talk shit behind his back" sure....I'm sure i've admitted this before..but Koreans have this sense of pride where...i guess you could call it being prejudice....but................hey i think everyone has pride in their nationality and think that they are the best group of people they are in this world.....some ppL call it ignorance....but back to Bobby......it seems to really really bother him because of this pride of some Koreans at Providence and other schools....but hey....don't be affected by them..i'm sure Bobby wants to be accepted by some groups..but haven't you tried enough? juss get over it and learn who your REAL friends are...some of them have told me that they don't knoe if he even consider them as his friends because he seems to have neglected them because he spends time with most of the Korean...go figure...but it's juss odd that a GUY acts this way...i dunno i juss thought guys weren't THAT open if you knoe what i mean...anywayz..i hope he finds his place in life....oh yeah...and you aren't the only person who hates this place.....i do too, but learn how to deal with it~ peace~