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12:26 A.M. - I juss finished reading Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, which is the 3rd Harry Potter book in the series. I think it's the best out of the first three i have read so far. Looking at the fourth book right now...it's kinda scary...cuz i'ts like 700 pages. However, i knoe it won't take me that longin reading that book, because they are so good! Hopefully by the time i finish the fourth book, the fifth book will come out. Haha...most unlikely, but hey....it's all good. Quite a lot of ppL are online, sine there is no school that starts at 7:20 A.M. ~hehe. I really need to practice for my lesson or else my teacher is going to tell me to quit. That would be really bad. Although, i don't seem to appreicate my teacher by not practicing.....i respect him. I honor him. He is a wise old man and i love him to death...he is the best i mean BEST advice giver (other than Shery...hehe)...but he knoes the Asian culture because more than half of his students are Asian. Anywayz, i'm going to feel so guilty if i don't practice. I don't think i'm going to go to Orchestra rehearsal if there is going to be one on Monday....cuz i juss have a bunch of shit and i haven't practiced yet. Also, i need to call my cello teacher......he prob won't wanna teach me anymore.....other than that....i better wrap this up and go to bed. *99* to all~ love ya~

5:28 P.M. - arg! Biology sucks.....i'm failing mah ass with like a 66%....F.....FFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKK. I prob will get a D in stats and then a D in english....wtf....why the hell am i doing this shit? i dunno.....all the colleges are going to reject me and it's not going to be prettie. SHIT. The snow has been melting......it's like an end of era..what am i talking about? I dunno.....i've been trying to do this stupid stats prob. i mean geez...i hate high school. I've been reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.....it's really funnie.....at least the beginning is. AH! Fuck I'm out! Peace~

10:28 - Trying to work on the history project is total b/s. My parents think i'm so lazy cuz i sleep in late. blah~ whatever!

Again � Lim Chang Jung

Even though you aren�t here, the sun still rises and sets
Beyond the window, the world hasn�t changed at all.
The sadness that I swallowed suddenly busted.
The way I wanted to live life wasn�t this way
Perhaps the heavens don�t know me so well
They must have conflicted with our fate
In this world they didn�t give me consent to
Be with the person I wanted to be with
But I still loved, I still lived
I was by you side during many days
That�s enough to totally burn me
Because you gave me happiness
Even though there is much to see, for you
I will still wait for you again.
Even if my whole body is troubled, the wind still flows by
Even if I stay up all night and watch, the flower will wilt away
You are below the heavens and again today my eyes are blinded
Because my heart goes towards you, is the only reason why I want to start