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11.29 a.m. - LET IT SNOW! LET IT SNOW!~ Random flurries are in the air...isn't that neat?! NEATO BAHDEETOE~ HEHE..you'd have to hear me say that one to laugh....my mom always laughs....*smiles* Damn....i have never seen so much snow in my life! Haha...i mean..i guess i'll see it if i end up at a school up north...whatever~ hehe....What should i do today? Hopefully there won't be school tomorrow. If there is...that would suck but then again....we won't have school for two more days cuz of the weekend...this week was better than i thought it would be........Last night while i was walking with my parents in the snow, 3 kids were sledding at this house that is on a hill basically and no lives there b/c it's been on sale for months...i wanna say years...but i don't think it has been quite that long. I think i overheard my parents saying that they plan to sell the house when i go to college and move to the countryside....and that would be where? It better not be any place like South Carolina.....that would suck.....arg!~

So how do you like the girl in the background....i knoe you can't see her face very well....but it's the same girl in the background on New Years' Day. It's Kim Hee Sun....i think she's the prettiest Korean actress/TV talent/model.....she's gorgeous! I LOVE HER EYES.....which you cannot see very well here. I dunno....i guess it's cuz i'm a girl but i'm not very interested in any actresses.....like..someone i could relate to. I mean i definately can't relate to Kim Hee Sun, but damn.....she's gorgeous! I'd kill to look like her.....i wish *sigh* I'm still searching for this picture from a fashion show where she and won bin were posing as bride and groom, they made a nice couple although i think Kim Hee Sun is older.....this girl has acted with every...i mean every actor that i drool over....i mean...literally......except for Pak Jung Chul i think cuz he's new.....but...okie.......i remember her first drama that she was in...Bah Ram Ae Ah Duhl......damn.....she was so prettie then! Shin Hyun Joon was in there with her......who else? Oh yeah...Ryu Shi Won....Won Bin, Jang Don Gun, Song Seung Hun(?)...i dunno anywayz...she's so popular...but i don't think she's doing much acting.....cuz she's been modelling a lot...*sigh* ....i'll write more laterz~

5:10 p.m. - the snow is still falling....but has what's the word...decreased in falling down.......haha...i fell asleep while reading Harry Potter..Hagrid so funnie....I'm listening to an H.O.T. album..i think the only reason why i hated them was because.....they made my favorite group *SECHSKIES* lose some popularity. Sure..H.O.T.'s were the originals......but their style was totally different from that of SechsKies......the two groups started out with pop songs...then...SechsKies continued doing pop, technoish, and ballads.....while H.O.T.s went on doing weird ass hardcore rock.....but their songs weren't that bad....ah! I translated two Lim Chang Jung songs today...they are old.....but who cares? Lim Chang Jung's 3rd album was the best! That's when he won all the awards -n- stuff. ah~ well i should get back to Harry Potter~ love ya guys~ (AND WE DON'T HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

8:33 p.m. - I juss finished talking with my good friend Sophie who lives in TN...she too is a senior and is worried about which colleges she will get into. Her stupid couneslor wouldn't fill out a recommendation for Chapel Hill because she brought it "too late" fuck that~ if Mrs. Matthews did that i would have gotten Dr. Wimberly on her...but i think Mrs. Matthews knoes better......:-) The snowing stopped..but we don't have school tomorrow and they can't make us go to school on saturdays so it's all good. I'm trying to work on this history project that is going to be hard as hell....ah! this sucks! I still haven't practiced for my piano lesson on friday...i guess i'll juss being that all day tomorrow b/c yeah....SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!! i couldn't be any happier!!!!!!!!!!!

Words couldn�t explain how I feel.
I remember the first time I saw you.
My love that was hard for me to grow, I must just bury it, like it wasn�t there before

What about the girl who wants you? Keep the tears back and
Say Good-bye. This is the only thing I can do�I resent it

If I could spend the last time I have left with you,
If you could watch over (take care of) me, then I would really be able to leave happily

Go back, it�s already too late. Right now, the girl is waiting for you
Let me be able to see your happy self. Please let me go.

Take care of the girl who trusts you. Keep back the tears and
Say good-bye. I hope that you are happy.

The short time I have left to live, I will live happily
The heavens gave me a last present by letting me meet you as a person

Go back, it�s already too late. Even now, the girl is waiting for you.
Let me able to see your happy self. Please let me go~
You�ll have to forget me.

Unable to describe with words, forget my truth. Although I want to hold you back
I can�t see you who will become sad immediately.
I will just go alone.

- Lee Soo Young's Never Again