122002

4:58 p.m. - It's snowing! Yay! Actually it WAS snowing! I hope we don't have school tomorrow! But for some reason i have a bad feeling that we will end up at school! ARG! Amy was really funnie yesterday! She's so cute! And i really like her glasses. My mom had to pick out my stupid retarded glasses that are gold.....i mean who in these days wear gold glasses? "Oh but they make you look classy"~says my mom. Yeah mom, whatever~ Last night was so weird....i went downstairs to get this electric hot bag...cuz my back was hurting like a MOFO...anywayz...after like 30 min to an hour my mom rushes in and she's like....where is it?! And i'm like wha??????? (she's obsessed) Anywayz.....she's like i knoe you're talking on the phone....stop trying to hide it....OKIE MOM~whatever...too bad i didn't have the phone and for a few seconds she kept looking under my pillow, around my bed, under the ccovers...basically everywhere for it! I yelled at her saying that i didn't have the phone and that it was freakin' downstairs....she's such a freak~ Then she realized that i went downstairs for the hot bag, NOT the phone.....arg! Whatever~

Anywayz....during lunch...Benjamin was telling me about his trip to Pittsburg. I don't think he likes me cuz he seems to hate to talk to me. But then again, what do i care? He's a lowly freshie. Haha. Anywayz...I was trying to Amy about what had happened online last night....and i couldn't really say anything because 1) Ben doesn't knoe what really happened between Andrew and I and then 2) we juss don't talk about Andrew in front of Ben. Anywayz...apparently.....from one of my away messages....i had put this lil convo on from a game that i learned at a Retreat.....(Tina and I exaggerate when we play this game.....hehe...miss ya Tina!) And the game is where.....i say: Honey if you love me can you gimme a smile? And the point of the game is for the other person to say: Honey i love you, but i juss can't smile. So, if the person smiles, he/she loses the game. hehe....anywayz.....i went on to say that i was away and doing somethings and thing of a *special someone*......this use to say *Andrew*, but i took that off. I don't have a specific special someone..or else the who world would knoe.....tehehe....but i've got someone in mind.......but then again......he could juss like me as a friend...blah~ whatever~ i'm not looking or specially seeking out a relationship at this moment. Amy wants me to meet Harry. I dunno if i wanna meet this kid..he sounds very...ignorant....concieted..a brat.....but anywho.

During Chemistry class today, Ms. Blainpain's son came in.....he's a cutie/hottie. All the girls were like....nice looking son there Ms. B. She recently got divorced and rumors are so that Rob Davis saw Ms. B. with another guy...known as her b/f.....who knoes......Viriginia or Candance was like "So what's his name???" She responded with "I don't knoe.........you tell me!" hehe.....cute Ms. B. (she actually doesn't liked being called that....but whatever~)

10:47 p.m. - I juss came back from walking in the snow. *SNOW* What a wonderful thing....although walking out with my parents was koo...i couldn't help from thinking "wouldn't it be great if i were walking in the snow with the guy i love....we'd have so much fun in the snow......random snow fights.make snow angels..roll over on each other in the snow....hug......kiss......*sigh*.....what a beautiful sight....so many laughs...:-D Anywayz..yeah so because of the lovely snow we don't have school tomorrow.....cuz the southerners are stupid! hahah..j/k...(i got that from jon, but it is true)...I've been listening to all these love songs...and some of them are like...OMG~ are you sure? I mean.....okie half of them are like....when i saw you for the first time....damn i knew i was falling in love with you....are ya sure? hehe...sure love can exist for love at first sight ppL...but then..do you base your love soley on feelings? if not..then what? i mean....doesn't have to be more than that? My perfect guy...definately funnie.....damn....if you're not funnie sorrie....i don't think i can have fun with ya (j/k)...other than that....a good personality...guy who has a good time..a guy who isn't afraid to speak out...a guy who is manly~ LoLz~ a manly man.....sure....and if you're hella foine...you're always welcome~hehe :-D