3:33 p.m. - Gosh I juss watched the sadest thing from a Korean Drama City Episode. It was about this girl who is around 14 and has a sister who is 5 years old. She lives with her grandfather who is really sick. Well this lady comes to check up on their housing or something i can't explain (cuz i don't exactly remember) and she's from the city. Anywayz...to make the story go faster, the grandfather dies and the lady finds out from the older sister that both her parents died and now since the grandfather has died, she has no family. The older girl tries to get a job, but no one will take her cuz she's too young. She and her sister are so hungry that she tries to steal ramyun from a supermarket and is caught. The lady picks her up from the police station and she takes the two sisters to live with her. Meanwhile, her husband and mother-in-law aren't so thrilled about the two kids and we find out that she can't have any children and the mother-in-law tries anything for her daughter-in-law to have children of her own flesh-n-blood. The lady becomes really happy with her life because of these two kids. But then one day the mother-in-law talks with the older sister and tells her that she should leave (in a nice way that is). So the older sister acts really meanily towards the lady and says that she will leave and go to an orphanage. So she does....and the lady doesn't knoe what went wrong. She later finds out that it was because of the talk with the mother-in-law. So the lady and he husband ends up adopting the two girls. It was so.....heart-breaking and then heart-warming. Geez....i've never cried so much over like an hour long epidsode. Ak! I felt so sorrie for the kids. Shows how thankful i should be for having both my parents for the New Year. I mean i expect that they will be with me for as long as until i get married and have kids, but still. You never knoe.
Okie...you guys are prob. wondering why i have pics of the same girl around on this page. (and no i am not obsessed) If you read my journal entry yesterday i mentioned that Song Seung Hun and Choi Ji Woo are going out. Surprisingly, i found a pic of them together (i think they did a drama or a movie together or something like that) Anywayz....they kinda look...eh in the pic together, but it's all good. She's prettie, but there's something about her....the way she acts..she acts....sorta air-headed...i THink she looks gorgeous in the other pics. One of my friends said that i looked at her (way before i knew who she was talking about) I juss knew that Choi Ji Woo was a tv-talent/movie star, so i was like naw.....now my answer to is HELL NAW...how could i look like her? First of all...my face...is nothing compared to hers....you've seen ugly ass pics of me. Damn. Aiite..well i might write more laterz (if i have the time and room) If not, then i hope that everyone has a HAPPY NEW YEAR! THANK GOD IT'S 2002!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:34 p.m. - Ve invited me to her New Years' Party, but i declined. It's because i spend New Years with my parents. No offense~i love all of my friends...but i dunno i feel like this is the last New Years with my parents where i'm under their rule, where i'm still their daughter that lives under their roof. Sure....i'll spend many more New Years with them, but it'll be different.....ya knoe~ College and all.......i'm so nervous about college. That's all i think about these days. I'm listening to G.O.D...the lyrics are something like "Why am i getting sadder and sadder.....i knew about it, but why am i crying about it? What am i going to do? You're without me" I feel so small in this world. There's so much more i could do with my life....but how? I guess that's what growing up is all about...but did it have to be so hard? |
